You can buy 'Remember - The Alan's Album Archives Guide To The Music Of John Lennon and Yoko Ono' in e-book form by clicking here!
"A painful album to listen to (which sounds like an even more painful album to have to make), but it's an important, powerful statement that needs to be heard at least once by every Lennon fan."
Track Listing: Mother/ Hold On John/ I Found Out/Working Class Hero/ Isolation// Remember/ Love/ Well Well Well/Look At Me/ God/ My Mummy’s Dead (UK and US tracklisting)
You're not to blame, you're just a human - a victim
of the insane!"
'Don't you worry about the
way it's gone, and don't you worry about what you've done'. It's the only line
on the entire album that sounds less than 100% real, less than 100% honest,
less than 100% totally committed. Because 'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' is possibly
the first, maybe even the only album in rock and roll history that revealed
quite so much about its creator and in turn scared it's listeners silly with
its sheer bleakness. This is an album about nothing else but worry about the
‘way it’s gone’ - about what other people did to you and what you did to other
people as a result – and for the only time in his career on a ‘mainstream’
release there are no happy sinaglongs, no madcap Lennon humour, no rousing
spirituals about how peace is going to
change the world in the future, no comforting messages telling us that
you know it's gonna be... alright. Above all the theme of this record is that
there are no genies waiting to come out of the bottle and give us their
blessing, no Gods, no gurus, no parent figures – for this album John, the
listener and the whole world are on their own, left to deal with whatever
messed up state we were born into, unwanted, un-needed, un-cared for. In this bleak
world the only person who can help you is you - and your own personal Yoko if
you're lucky enough to have one. If you’re unlucky all you get is being doomed
to be misunderstood, to end up with more misery and madness. Like close cousin
‘Dark Side Of The Moon’ though the result is oddly uplifting, as if only by
taking away all hope of intervention can you truly save yourself.
Honest and heartfelt as
many AAA albums often are (nothing is as moving in music as hearing someone
whose genuinely moved themselves by what they sing - the main reason why The
Spice Girls will always be a 'joke' and not a proper band - yes we're getting
our jibe out the way early this week!), you can still tell that the artists
involved have tidied up their ideas and emotions somewhat, out of embarrassment
over revealing their true feelings and out of the need to make their works
palatable to an outside audience. Most albums do that, including every other
Lennon album – even and especially the better-known ‘Imagine’ dilutes the bile,
offers hope, love, honey, some form of sweetness; all you get on this album is
a two minute ballad sung with shock and awe that something has actually gone
‘right’ for a change. Trust John Lennon not to tow the line – and with the
other Beatles no longer there to hold him back and with Yoko spurring him on,
Johnny Rhythm’s emotions were never closer to the surface than in this period,
a cocktail of unresolved family issues, money issues, drug issues and the
break-up of The Beatles leaving Lennon a mess of emotions that only needed the
trigger of 'primal scream therapy' to start them all off.
Like many a Lennon album
the driving force and ideas don’t actually come from Lennon himself (look
at Lennon’s solo albums closely and you’ll find that Phil Spector’s
fingerprints are all over ‘Imagine’, John’s radical New York crony friends fill
up most of the ideas and subject matter of ‘Sometime In New York City’ and Yoko is the equal partner in much
of his other works - even in absentia,
if you count her ghostly presence throughout almost all of ‘Walls And Bridges) but from one of his new friends; namely
Professor Janov and his idea of ‘primal therapy’ - the notion that things which
trap us and cause us pain in our adult lives were caused by obstacles and
rejection in our childhood, a blockage that could be released with one long
cathartic scream, the sort of thing we manage as babies in our pre-language
days when can 'release' our emotional pain but we are 'educated out of' by
pompous parental and educational figures who want us to be quiet so we don't
disrupt their lives. Lennon had more pain to cover up than most songwriters -
as films like 'Imagine' 'Backbeat' and especially 'Nowhere Boy' plus the
library full of Lennon biographies out there demonstrate. Born to a wild and
carefree but loving mother Julia and a father Alfred who was always away at
sea, aged five John was given every child's worst nightmare: he was made to be
a grown-up and choose between which parent he wanted to live with and which
would love him more. That’s not a choice
you can make without guilt and scars: Lennon chose the dad he hardly ever saw
but couldn't bear to see the mother he loved walking away so ran back,
screaming 'mother don't go' (the mantra re-enacted as early as this album's
opening song) and then ‘daddy come home’. Even then Lennon didn't get his wish
as his mother remarried and he got parcelled away to his Aunt Mimi who didn’t have
any children of her own - though
secretly incredibly fond of Lennon and desperate to make amends for his
difficult start in life, outwardly Mimi was strict and cold, the eldest and
'responsible' one of her many sisters (his Uncle George was much more like
Lennon, but died young just as he was getting to know his nephew properly).
Lennon, a born mischief maker who was always in trouble, may even have reminded
Mimi of her younger sister and gave her the chance to boss him around as she'd
once done her. Julia's name was forbidden in the Mimi household, but Lennon
stayed in touch with his more distant relatives and slowly got back in touch
with his re-married mother, who taught him music and encouraged his
mischievous, comedic side. Even Aunt Mimi was slowly getting used to the
arrangement and invited her sister round for a few visits, the family rift
looking as if it was about to heal thanks to time and distance. Then fate
intervened: it was while walking back from one of these afternoon chats that
Julia died, murdered by an off-duty drunk-driving policeman as she tried to
cross the road outside Mimi's house - a seventeen year old, already on the road
to ruin, was never the same again and may well have taken a particular
disliking to authoritarian figures as a result. As for father Alf, he only re-entered
Lennon's life after he had become a Beatle, meeting with his son backstage at a
Beatles gig some twenty years after abandoning him and losing contact - at
first Lennon (well, actually more his first wife Cynthia) was supportive,
helping out with money and a house - but when his dad took more and more
liberties (such as releasing his own music using the Lennon name - actually
'That's My Life, My Love and My Home' isn't bad, a real sailor's version of 'In
My Life'!) Lennon took revenge and cut his father off completely, exorcising
Alfred out of his life the way Alfred once had John.
Everyone knew the story -
Lennon never kept anything a secret, even from the papers though Aunt Mimi
tried to put a nicer 'spin' on things - but not till Yoko had Lennon ever met
anyone else who understood quite his level of pain. Yoko had a very different
but parallel background which changed forever thanks to the second world war,
surviving boarding school and the atomic bomb dropped on Tokyo only thanks to a
family underground shelter while many of her poorer friends perished; the war
ruined her father's lucrative career as a banker and while he stayed behind,
ending up in a prison camp as Yoko found out later after cutting himself off
from them, the rest of the family fled to New York where they were reduced to
begging in the streets. Naturally when John and Yoko were in their ‘getting to
know you’ stage they talked much about their mutual hurt – of the parents who
had meant to be looking after them who had abandoned them and the fact that
both children had been born into ‘war’. This helped drive both of them to sing
about ‘peace’, but underneath that utopia ideal of the future was a sense of
unresolved anger and hatred from what had happened in the past. It was a hurt
and anger that had driven both of them to heavier drugs after taking softer
ones in the mid-1960s and by 1970 John and Yoko were a mess. They needed an
intervention and – unable to see it in God or to get it from their own families
– instead chose to get it from a psychiatrist they kept reading about in the
papers.
Though typically
denouncing most psychiatry as something unprintable earlier in his career,
Lennon was a prime candidate for primal therapy, which was quickly becoming the
in-thing for 1970s celebrities. This involved facing up to the 'buried'
sub-conscious feelings and bringing them up to the surface to get rid of them
in one long passionate scream. This thought, so close to Yoko's own artistic
expression, clearly appealed to Lennon and perhaps inspired him of the feedback
effects he'd been straining for on so many of his 1969 releases - an
aggressive, charged up emotional venting that came pure, without editing for
melody or tempo or key signature. Oddly that scream isn’t heard as much as you
might expect from this album – its actually one of Lennon’s most poetic and
lyrical albums – but the ideas of taking your life experiences out, coming to
terms with them and finally crying over them instead of suppressing them is clearly
what this album is all about. Together with the definite break-up of The
Beatles in early 1970 (when even Paul half-admitted it, so it must have been
true!) Lennon no longer had any qualms about putting his life experiences into
his art. This was to be a ‘true’ solo album for the first time, freed of any
outside influence or any reason to hold back. Lennon was always putting his
faith in other people's ability to 'cure' him, whether it be the Maharishi
spiritually, 'Magic Alex' electronically or Stuart Sutcliffe and Yoko
artistically, but this time it was to be all him with a dash of Yoko,
channelled through the ideas of Professor Janov. Unlike some of the fakes and
phonies in the Lennon camp Janov never did let Lennon down and the pair stayed
friends to the end of his life. In fact, it was Lennon who reneged on the
agreement, giving up primal therapy partway through the course after he and
Yoko moves to America in 1971 - and were afraid of flying home again in case they
could never get back into the States (the whole saga of Lennon's 'green card' -
which was actually blue - is something we'll pick up on in our next review of
'Imagine'). Many people have wondered if the ‘Lost Weekend’ was a ‘flashback’
to the parts of the course that Lennon hadn’t completed, a warning for anyone
who doesn’t go through all the years needed to complete the course, but for his
part Lennon considered that it had 'worked' to his dying day.
As ever with Lennon, he
wears his heart on his sleeve and what we got in this album is his current
passion writ large. Lennon’s songs here are among his most inspired and
committed, even if they are by far his most harrowing (for newcomers to this
record who only own a ‘greatest hits’ album or three and don’t know what we’re
talking about here, think of Lennon’s heroin withdrawal 1970 single [3] ‘Cold Turkey’ – but louder). The record starts with John
crying for his mother not to go and his father to come home, takes in doubt,
fear, painful childhood memories, betrayal by friends and community, a dislike
and separation from the human race, a couple of cynical looks at how the world
is really run compared to how people think it is, a rejection of every single
authority figure and belief system man has ever used to keep him from being
alone and lonely (even The Beatles, rejected along with God, Jesus and Bob
Dylan, 'there ain't no guru who can see through your eyes!') - and then ends
the record with John still crying out for the parent he knows is never coming
back to him. Of the whole album only 'Hold On John' and 'Love' offer the usual Lennon touch of hope
and optimism and even then Lennon sound shell-shocked, less than sure that help
will ever arrive in time and still struggling to pin down what love is after
not knowing much of it in his lifetime and why it keeps him going.
Though Lennon only uses
his cathartic scream three times - the
painful ending of 'Mother' that runs at least two minutes past the point where
it's comfortable (the whole idea of the song!), the finale of the chilling 'I
Found Out' and his best ever tonsil-shredding scream on the painful nonsense
song 'Well Well Well' (punk before it's time), what's surprising how 'dry' much
of the album is, the album getting much of its power from how cool and detached
Lennon remains even when under fire (though that said I'm amazed he could sing
at all ever again after recording his vocal for 'Mother'); even more
surprisingly Yoko doesn't appear anywhere except a brief bit of chat over the
studio monitor on 'Well Well Well'. The sound of this album – thuddy echo, earthy and real, a million miles away from
the sleepiness of psychedelia as Lennon tries to ‘wake up’ – really suits the
sparse, honest songs too, as if Lennon is trying to make his first ‘proper’
solo album exactly that. For most of the album, John uses just two of his
oldest and most laid-back, even unthreatening, friends: Hamburg compatriot and
early championer Klaus Voormann on classic rumbling bass who plays brilliantly
and who gets every one of these only mildly rehearsed songs spot on (his
decision to keep the beat going on 'Well Well Well', forcing Lennon to go
through it all again with one last verse just as he’s given his all, as if the
world still isn’t quite done with him yet, is a candidate for the single most
inspired moment of an inspired album). Also there’s Ringo, who plays out of his
(drum) skins on this album by giving us his typical and easily recognisable
drum fills mostly at half-tempo, lending this project a ghostly and haunted
slow-motion Beatles vibe highly suitable to Lennon’s heartfelt write-off of the
band at the end of the LP. Ringo was always at his most inspired on Lennon's
most emotionally driven material, haunted songs (his best playing in the
Beatles era is on 'Rain' 'She Said She Said' and 'Tomorrow Never Knows' for my
money and you can't get a more intense trio of songs than that). As such he’s
perfect for this album, far more so than he is ever given credit for and this
is easily his best album, Beatles or no, keeping things dry and brittle and simple,
stripped to the bare essentials but doing more than simply keeping time or
creating noise.
This is Lennon’s record
though and it’s his vocal that strips paint and yet adds colour all at the same
time that makes what could have been a hard and harsh album full of emptiness
and loneliness so ‘real’. The vocals too are sublime: the chilling passion of
'Mother' (the 'reallest' performance ever captured on record?) outdoes even
'Twist and Shout' for pure power, 'Working Class Hero' conjures up a world-weary
sigh that's note-perfect and the under-rated 'Isolation' contains perhaps the
most versatile use of Lennon's rage, from tired dispassion to full-throated
roar on the twist of a knife. Sung as simply as possible, as if stripping the
songs of any unnecessary embroidery, Lennon’s piercing wild-eyed stare gets to
the heart of these songs, but is also more than just shouting: this is an
attempt to ‘reach out’, to put the listener front and central to Lennon’s
demons, for us to join him on this scary journey into the under-world of his
own consciousness. As great as ‘Plastic Ono Band’ is a writer’s album, it’s as
a ‘performance’ album that it astonishes most, with Lennon asked to do many
different things with his vocals (warm and cuddly, cold and harsh, confused and
lukewarm), which he does superbly, never putting a vocal-foot wrong throughout.
Every performance resonates - everyone hits every note as if they mean it and
Lennon's own turbulent, chaotic slashed-chord guitar playing (so different to
George's!) and his slow, methodical spaced-out piano playing (so different to
Paul's!) are extraordinary - easily the best Lennon ever made (though that said
Lennon will never have this much instrumental output into his records again,
preferring session men from this point on, which is a great pity).
The production is also
fascinating: empty to the point of almost nothing, it’s unlike anything else
John’s new friend Phil Spector will ever create, a million light years
away from his usual echo sound. How on
earth did we get to the over-lush and over-rehearsed 'Rock and Roll' album from
this in just a few years?! Oddly enough Phil worked on this album back-to-back with George’s ‘All
Things Must Pass’ (released a few weeks earlier), which is the opposite of this
LP – a tiny humble man lost in a great big world. Harrison’s album is
all chaotic booming Phil Spector-ised production with a single fragile Harrison
vocal stuck in the middle sounding lost. This album, by contrast, is sparse and
empty, with just Lennon and a rough and ready duo behind him – although like
virtually all Lennon releases his vocal is double-tracked and the inner Lennon
is usually the most powerful presence on the album, with the vocals and lyrics
hitting you more powerfully than anything else does. That two such different
albums should be released a matter of weeks apart (with the same producer) says
much for the difference of approach between the two ex-Beatles, even though the
general themes (of illusions, shallow friendships and the sense that something
deeper is going on in life just out of our reach) is the same on both. Paul
McCartney’s first album ‘McCartney’ (released the previous April) makes for
another interesting comparison: equally rough and ready, its half-full of
honest, confessional outpourings a la Lennon (‘Every Night’, ‘Maybe I’m Amazed’) and half-full of ‘story-songs’
and instrumentals that reveal nothing about the album’s creator other than the
fact that he’s a dab-hand at playing lots of different instruments. Ringo, of
course, went in a completely different way from his old colleagues and released
a bunch of laidback over-produced singalong standards that was designed for
everyone to love, though very few people outside Ringo’s family actually do: the
fake ‘Sentimental Journey’ is the
true antithesis of Lennon/Plastic Ono
Band’s angry zeal, despite
the drummer’s key role in both projects.
Lennon was clearly on a
roll across 1970 as almost all of his recordings from this year contain magic -
even the ones with mistakes. Out of the entire 500 AAA album range, 'Lennon/Plastic
Ono Band' must surely be the best represented on official outtakes sets and
nearly every example is a classic (the only ones that comes close are the first
two Monkees albums, which had far more unreleased songs than released, although
then only a handful of different arrangements exist in what was a very
different set-up to this). The 'Lennon
Anthology' box set from 1998 alone features eight: a more upfront 'Working
Class Hero', a chaotic guitar-based 'God', a punk thrash demo for 'I Found Out'
that's even more fitting to the bare-bones spirit of the album, a rockabilly
'Hold On John', a guitar-based 'Love' that's very different, a clod-hopping
'Mother', a surprisingly jovial 'Remember' that breaks down into comedy as
Lennon struggles to keep up with Ringo's speed and then ad libs a few lines for
good measure ('If you ever change your mind...or the rhythm! Keep on, don't lag
behind!') and best of all an even more stunning 'Isolation' with Lennon's vocal
single-tracked vocal simply purring with tension and bitterness. The 2004
release 'Acoustic' adds a sparse and funky demo of 'Well Well Well' that uses
the same 'down the phone line' sound as 'My Mummy's Dead', a strummed Dylan
parody version of 'God' (complete with the sarcastic opening 'the angels must
have delivered this message here for you!') and an even more heartbreaking 'My
Mummy's Dead'. 'Long Lost John', an old skiffle number with rather apt lyrics
given the circumstances, may have been intended for the album proper but was
most likely a studio warm-up jam (Klaus and Ringo with their similar and shared
backgrounds would have known it too - it's surprising it didn't come up during
'Let It Be' actually as almost every other song of the 1950s and early 1960s
seemed to somewhere! Lennon will sing a fragment of this on the fade-out of
'I'm Losing You' a full decade later). Finally the 'Home Tapes' CD released
along with the 'Lennon Signature' box set in 2010 adds another six: a
nearly-finished take of 'Mother' with even more intense screaming, another
guitar demo of 'Love', a country-and-gospel style 'God', an ugly 'I Found Out'
with a more upfront vocal, a piano-only 'Isolation' that's heartbreakingly
tender and a seemingly endless five and a half minute piano demo of 'Remember'.
Lennon clearly felt the urge to record these tracks over and over - not unusual
for Lennon in any period, but even by his standards the many alternate
recordings and demos out there reach a peak with this album and they all sound
fabulous, in very different ways. Also, this is just what's 'officially' out
there - the officially broadcast but not officially released yet 'Lost Lennon
Tapes' radio shows has all sort of juicy extras apart from this including another
demo and alternate take of 'I Found Out', a version of 'My Mummy's Dead' that
winds up in an acoustic instrumental performance of the 'Three Blind Mice' tune
and the full unedited nine minute take of 'Remember' that's terrific, keeping
on for the next two minutes after the record 'blows up' in a Guy Fawkes boom
every bit as intensely, as if the cathartic piano chords are Lennon’s only
salvation. Hopefully one day Yoko will give this album the multiple 'deluxe'
treatment it deserves (perhaps with the 'classic albums' documentary on this album
as a spare DVD, one of the better entries in the series) with all these many
alternate versions in one place so fans can appreciate just how much even this
simple album changed shape over several intense weeks.
Yoko could even add her
own companion album 'Yoko/Plastic Ono Band' if she keeps the price down - the
two albums released the exact same day were made back to back in the same
studio by the same team and her record too is heavily inspired by Janov's
screaming techniques. However the difference is that - for the first and only
time, which might sound odd for those who think Yoko's solo albums are all like
this - Yoko reduces her therapy sessions down to mere cathartic screams. Though
ultimately less of an artistic statement simply because it uses just the music
and performance to convey the emotion instead of the words as well, it's still
a neat foil for this album, with Lennon's razor-blade guitar ripping into the
largely improvised songs as Klaus and Ringo strain to keep up. Yoko's moody
'One Greenfield Morning I Pushed An Empty Carriage All Over The City' says all
it needs to her about her 1969 miscarriage in the title and is one of her most
evocative tracks; the intense 'Why?' and the laidback 'Why Not?' are also
amongst her better ideas (pre her masterpiece 'Approximately Infinite Universe'
anyway). Both albums come with nearly the same cover, which must have confused
the heck out of record buyers at the time (though not many shops stocked
Yoko's) and you have to be paying attention to tell the differences: John and
Yoko sit in front of a shady tree on both, as if they are only people in the whole
world who still exist, but on John's record his head is being cradled in his
wife's lap as she tries to comfort him and on Yoko's her head is being cradled
in his as he tries to comfort her. It’s as if only JohnandYoko matter anymore,
that everything else in life is a sham.
Their relationship is at
the heart of this album, where love is the only reason every human being
doesn’t jump off a cliff from birth. Though Lennon loses his mum, his dad, his
band, his belief system, his admiration for musicians once he becomes a ‘star’
and finds out how human they all are, he never loses the ability to love.
‘Nothing is real’ Lennon once sang on ‘Strawberry Fields Forever’ and this
album is an extension of that thought – that ‘ no one else is in my tree’
because nobody had the turbulent background John did. But then he meets Yoko,
realises how much she too has been through (and how much of his own pain she
understands) and suddenly love - an intangible unseen unknown quantity he’s
been searching for his whole life (and thought for a while he had with Cynthia)
– is the only thing that’s truly ‘real’. ‘Love’ is the heartbeat of this album,
a soft-focussed timid ballad where Lennon can’t quite believe that he’s found
it at last. He no longer has to see his way to the ‘truth’ past societal lies,
betrayals from those who should be looking after him or the loss that sits
heavy in his heart. ‘Love’ is what he’s been searching for his whole life and
yet he’s surprised when he finds it after searching for so long: there were no
brass bands, no fanfares, no big giant angel on a fluffy cloud telling him he’s
going to be free for ever more. Instead it’s just the quiet acceptance that
love is what he’s found and how slowly, beautifully, it’s crept into his soul.
It’s the most moving moment on Lennon’s most moving record, surrounded by it is
by hurt, anger and betrayal.
That’s
just a single song of light on this dark album though. ‘Lennon/ Plastic Ono
Band’ is one of the most powerful AAA albums of them all –
and it sounds like it was an even more painful album to make – but it’s an
important, powerful journey nonetheless which still needs to be heard at least
once by every Lennon fan who ever wanted to know why their favourite star
behaved the way he did. Lennon is held back by everyone across this album: the
family who deserted him, who tried to keep him safe but failed, the friends who
died and left him alone, the Beatles who rebelled against him and Yoko, the
manager Allen Klein the fake friend Magic Alex and the failed guru The
Maharishi who all let him down, the death of best friend Stuart Sutcliffe,
manager Brian Epstein and his Uncle George, even fans for treating him as a God
when he knew how human he was. 'I Found Out!' snarls Lennon, seeing through
everyone he ever thought cared for or cared about him, rejecting every
institution or authority figure that tried to hold him back without a reason, aiming
this album to every teacher, policeman, manager, publicist, tour promoter,
politician or Royalty who ever told him how to ‘behave’. For how can he behave
when the world doesn’t behave? That song is a classic - but so too are 'Working
Class Hero' (as accurate a song about the way the world works as any in the AAA
canon), the unhinged blistering rock of 'Well Well Well', the bitter philosophy
of 'God' in which Lennon undoes two thousand years of Christianity and eight of
The Beatles with barely a backwards shrug and the ever-underrated 'Isolation',
as desolate and empty as any song can be. All are among Lennon's best work and
even the weakest on this LP is no slouch with songs the measure of 'Hold On
John' and 'Look At Me' working well as blow-softeners to split the heavier,
noisier tracks up. This is Lennon, always amongst the most 'real' musicians out
there, being as real as he possibly can whether we want to hear it or not. But
if there's an overall message across this album it's that Lennon is better
knowing the truth - and so are we, even when it hurts. Rather than promising
the magic word that will save our souls – the way he did in his psychedelic
years – here Lennon pours his scorn on songwriters who can make suffering seem
poetic when he knows it hurts, the God who Lennon has rejected as a fairytale,
even The Beatles who were once greeted as the saviours of the world but who
John knows were four scared, lost little boys who wanted to avoid a 9-5 living.
Throughout Lennon tells is as it is and tells us that even he can't save us
from ourselves, that only we have the power to let go of what is dragging us
back, on his own fragmented adaptation of Janov’s therapy. You can rebuke all
of these points and argue that Lennon was just a warped mess looking for
someone to blame for his problems, but at least Lennon never stopped trying to
use his anger for good and with such a long list of grievances it's hard not to
shed a tear on his misunderstood, frustrated behalf (even though Lennon ultimately
attacks people feeling pity for him too; ‘Don’t feel sorry for the way it’s
gone’).
But understanding this long list of troubles is the
key to understanding the many conflicting factors that drove Lennon throughout
his career – this is the album he’d been trying to make since back in the days
of ‘Help!’ when Bob Dylan
inspired him to write about himself rather than what his audience would respond
to –but even Dylan never treated his muse in quite the naked, vulnerable way
Lennon does here. Nobody did: this is perhaps the world’s most open and vulnerable
singer-songwriter at his most open and vulnerable and that alone makes this
Lennon’s greatest single solo LP, his biggest contribution to the musical world
when not a Beatle. Though less commercial and far more obscure than his cuter,
sweeter, domesticated albums (‘Imagine’ is this album with ‘a bit of honey’;
‘Double Fantasy’ this album with false teeth) ‘Lennon/Plastic Ono Band’ is
Lennon’s most exhilarating solo ride. Now, you may not like this album. There
is no poetry on this album, no deliberately obtuse 'statement' a la 'I Am The
Walrus' 'Glass Onion' 'Dig A Pony' or 'Revolution #9', no escapism, no
dressing. It's one hell of a long way from The Beatles (particularly the
artificial multiple-take production that was 'Abbey Road') and by Lennon’s
standards his melodies aren’t as beautiful or as memorable as they will be on
later LPs. You also have to be pretty invested in Lennon the man to listen to
this most Lennonish of records and get the same thing out of it – unless your
background is as troubled you might not feel the same grievances for parents,
teachers and authority figures and unless you’re a rock star you might not get
some of the disillusionment of fame. However anyone whose ever hurt, been
betrayed, felt angry, been forced to cope with something that was overwhelming
that wasn’t their ‘fault’ and who felt like the only person in the world who
understood what life was ‘really’ about will find much from this album. Not in
a ‘guru’ ‘see through my eyes’ type way, but in Lennon giving us the power to
grieve, to feel hurt, to ‘feel your own pain’ and even if it takes a while to
‘get’ this album and connect with it the way the author intended, its very
cathartic when you do.
You could argue that the only flaw of
'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' was that Lennon peaked too soon, never came anywhere
close to the artistic pinnacle of this album ever again, that he left himself
nothing else to write about so early on in his career and that the only place
left to go was downhill to the relative schlock of 'Double Fantasy' and
contented middle age (Lennon may have been a mere decade younger here than
there, but there is nothing contented or middle-aged about this album). However
that's not necessarily a mark against Lennon: nearly fifty years on no one has ever
come close to this album's raw emotional honesty and power to move either and
no other singer-songwriter with the following Lennon had (and with so much to
lose) was ever quite as brave again. While measuring one record's worth against
each other is always a relative measure, it's fair to say that very few albums I
have ever heard have ever matched its artistic crest anywhere. The most
courageous and most radical statement by one of the most courageous and most
radical writers who ever lived, Lennon achieved it all by removing the filters
so many lesser artists used and shining a light on his flaws and background -
to date no other artist has ever dared to the same in quite the same way. Full
of everything you ever needed to know about Lennon, alongside lots of things
you probably wish he'd never have told you, 'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' turns a
far from perfect life into as close to a perfect album as you could ever wish
to hear and is highly recommended to anyone who ever considered Lennon ‘their’
Beatle. If you want to read about a hero then just follow me…
The
Songs:
The album is ushered in by
three chiming wedding bells slowed down to a funeral crawl, with Lennon seemingly making the point that
those three sounds of happiness have caused him, as a hapless infant, so much
pain. [5] ‘Mother’
is no less difficult when it arrives – a heartfelt plea that also feels as if
it’s playing in slow motion, as if time is slowing down as a ghost hangs heavy
on Lennon as he ‘tries to run’ but finds, with his past hanging over him, he
can barely walk. This is, like much of the album, an opening song that breaks
all the rules: it’s not happy and cheerful, it’s not fast and energetic and
it’s not commercial at all but the sound of a man howling his lungs out in
pain. This should be horrible – one of the world’s most expressive singers
screaming his lungs out on the same lines over and over and getting wildly off
key in the process, on a backing that’s as slow as a funeral march and ten
times sadder. Somehow it’s not; Lennon’s heartfelt plea is at once disturbing
and compelling, sucking you in to his bleak misery as the Lennon façade of
confidence and ego collapses in front of us. The small cast playing on this
song are superb, sounding so big and loud on this song that it seems as if a
full orchestra is playing. Lennon’s piano and Ringo’s drums at their most basic
but thudworthy make for the perfect accompaniment, marching on relentlessly to
their doom with no hope of escape, even though their journey never really leads
them anywhere except round and round the song’s claustrophobic tune. The lyrics
to this song are desperately sad when you consider just why Lennon wrote it;
accusing his mother for leaving him, twice (Once by choice, once by death),
before turning on his father and by inference all the other people in his life
who had let him down. Yet this song isn’t one of those awful whingy
nobody-hates-me-but-I’m-a-millionaire-so-what-do-I-care? songs that so many
other songwriters go on to write in middle age, it’s a Janov-inspired attempt
to confront all those demons once and for all. Sounding very much like the
therapy session it is, trust Lennon to pour out his feelings through the best
medium he knows how – music. You can just feel John’s inner five-year-old
breaking as he makes the same decision over and over again as to which parent
he wants by his side: this poor scared little boy wants both of them, howling
‘Momma don’t go, daddy come home’ over and over, for all his fame and money
still a powerless infant unable to keep his family together.
The song’s verses are
simple and short, addressing his mother, his father and finally ‘us’ telling us
‘children don’t do what I have done’ (what did Lennon do that was so bad?
Lennon doesn’t seem to know himself why he should be abandoned so many times). The
lyrics move on to metaphors: his mother ‘had’ him, by giving birth to him and
holding him in her arms – but he never ‘had’ her – she got taken out of his
life too quickly. His father left him to go to sea – but he never left his
father, unable to move on from the idea that he might come back one day. Lennon
tries hard to say goodbye, once and for all, aware that he can’t keep this hurt
inside him forever, but this childhood pain is by now such a part of him that
he struggles to make the break final, instead pulling on the song’s sad chorus
and screaming it over and over, far longer than is far comfortable. It’s a
quite astonishing vocal, as if he’s forgotten that we’re ‘there’, and it’s a
brave decision to let this out unedited on record (bizarrely chosen as the
album ‘single’ – this isn’t the sort of album that should ever have had one of
those and ‘Love’ was a more obvious bet anyway – it did get edited, but the
album version is far superior). Hearing the singer who simply oozed energy and
excitement while singing the likes of ‘Twist
and Shout’ and ‘A Hard Day’s
Night’ (heck any of those magical 1960s songs that brought so
much brightness into our lives) doing a song this sad and this slow is a huge
shock, with Lennon at his most bewildered, muted and faint until finally
turning those screaming lungs we love so much into the most primitive and
distressing of chants that seems to go on for hours (two minutes twenty seconds
to be exact, but it seems like much longer – and indeed lasts longer than many
of the early Beatles songs), sucking the energy out of the listener instead of
instilling it like he once did. Lennon may be singing the song because,
following Janov’s lead, he thinks that’s the way to confront these fears and
get over them, but those lines – probably unspoken in his head for nigh on
fifteen years – are too huge a revelation for him to get over in a song, even a
longish one, and the track ends with him still screaming those lines, which
fades in before he has a proper chance to adjust to his new life with that
realisation going round his head. The result is an incredible song, almost
brutally simple and close to the style of a nursery rhyme that makes Lennon
feel as if he’s still trapped at five years old. It still manages to be one of
the most adult songs he or anybody else ever want though, unable and unwilling
to hide the pain and grief that, in diluted form, has been spurring Lennon on
all this time. Note that this song is titled ‘Mother’, the more ‘formal’
version of the parental name, as if Lennon still feels the distance Julia – by
the end of the album he may still be struggling to overcome his ‘pain’ but at
least he’s started calling her the more informal ‘mummy’.
[6] ‘Hold On John’ is a ‘White Album’ leftover
written in 1968, a brief spiritual balm that helps lighten the mood a bit and
is the simple just-about-holding-on-to-hope song the album badly needs after
the last track. Recorded at a time in his life when the world seemed to be
crazy (new wife, new way of living, nearly a new band), this song’s
slow-burning blues groove is ironically one of the happiest things on the
album, as if its giving Lennon something familiar and comforting to cling on
to. Once again we’re so used to hearing Lennon be brash and confident that it’s
a shock to hear him so depressed and confused – a scared twenty-eight-year-old
whose already seen more of life than most people and yet is still powerless to
stop what’s coming next. Unlike the rest of the album, which treats the past as
something to be scared of and which traps you, though, this song sees the past
as something that makes you feel safe through repetition, allowing him to look
forward to the future and know that its going to be ‘alright’ (it’s like a
personal variation on Beatles B-side ‘Revolution’). Lennon’s guitar is nice and
shimmery, as ‘shaky’ as his life now is, but the fact that its playing a very
recycled blues refrain is a clever twist – even things that are fading in and
out, unable to be trusted, can still go back to how things are. Lennon’s double-tracked
vocal is one of his best too, a neat mix of fright and warmth as he slowly
thaws out over the course of the song and is suddenly strong enough to urge his
wife to hold on to, making this one of the more comforting and sweeter moments
on the album. However, it’s not all as happy as it sounds: the middle eight,
which surges with all the calmness of a panic attack, tells us that Lennon is
truly ‘by himself’ and that there’s ‘no one else’. He no longer has any parents
and not even a parent figure anymore to tell him that everything is going to be
ok – so he has to tell himself that instead. The word John shouts out in the
middle of the song is 'cooking!' a variation on his bootleg cries of ‘cookies!’
across the album sessions (not 'cocaine' as some books report) - it's a
reference to a novelty bear who featured on the Andy Williams Show a lot on
1970 and Lennon sang when he felt he was taking himself too seriously (that's
probably where Ringo got it from for his 'Lennon' verse on his best song 'Early
1970', the B-side of 'It Don't Come Easy'). The result is a sweet song, but
somehow its understated feel doesn’t sit well with the anger and bitterness of
the rest of the album and this brief sojourn is perhaps too short to make the
impact of its quietly noisy neighbours.
[7] ‘I Found Out’,
for instance, is so brutal and violent it all feels very painful. This is
Lennon unhinged, with nothing to hold him back, as he turns his ire on the
outside world in the present. The world in 1970 is a sea of people who ‘want’
his money or attention but who don’t actually ‘want’ him. Seeing through the
façade stings Lennon into another howl of protest as in his ugly humour he
decides to confront ‘us’ instead and break the cosy truth of our little worlds
to us (it may be deliberate this song is sequenced after the last one, as if to
show how much things have changed since 1968). Lennon, betrayed, tells us at
home not to take anybody’s word at face value. He no longer believes that
‘Jesus’ is going to ‘come from the ‘sky’ and save us or bring us comfort. He
tells us that he’s fed up of reading about his childhood and that it wasn’t as
bad as he made out – his parents didn’t want him and he sings with sarcasm that
this ‘made me a star’ – it wasn’t the fame or the love or talent, but the
torture (actually Lennon was in a three-way custody battle between mum, dad and
aunty and was more wanted than he perhaps knew). Dismissing ‘Hare Krishna’ as
more ‘pie in the sky’, Lennon then tells us that he’s ‘seen through it all’ and
must have been chuckling when he searched for a rhyme and came up with ‘I’ve
seen religion from Jesus to Paul!’ He no longer believes in the sanctity of
anything – he knows his musical partner isn’t the saint he’s so often portrayed
to be and has ‘seen through’ McCartney too. A final verse then has him turning
on people who think that drugs offer a solution rather than a temporary escape
– eventually everything that’s out to get you, eventually gets you. The
conclusion: you have to cope with this life alone, that ‘there’s no guru who
can see through your eyes!’ Across the song Lennon roars the simple chorus that
‘I…I found out!’ like a man possessed, his vocal stripping paint as he snarls
his way through the song before ending the song in a variation of his wife’s
piercing screams. A punkish gesture of defiance, Lennon is at his rock
and roll best here, using his old ‘Twist
and Shout’ voice and pushing to the very limits of his lung
capacity, while his tightly coiled rhythm guitar springs like a snake, full of
venom and desperate to attack even if he ends up hurting himself too. An
extraordinary track even for this album, Lennon strips away thirty years’ worth
of protective mental shells here, finding out through his primal scream-filled
eyes that he has only been admired and befriended for being the loveable rebel
people were too scared to argue with, the star-filled Beatle that everyone
wanted a piece of and the millionaire loved only for his bank balance. Partly
truthful, partly anger-filled delusion, this track finds Lennon at his most
hurt, ushering in a screaming rant about refusing to be taken in by band
members, friends, partners, family, fans, heck everybody. In other
circumstances, the song’s driving riff would have made for a show-stopping rock
and roll song. Here, though, the listener’s response is one of fright and more
than a little awe. Bootlegs reveal that the sudden violent fade at the end of
this song is because the recording takes a sudden left-turn into a comedy version of 'Shake Rattle and
Roll', would you believe?...
[8] ‘Working Class Hero’, the best known song here, is Lennon at his most sarcastic and it was
even getting a fair amount of radioplay with plans for it to be the album
single before somebody noticed it uses the ‘f-word’ twice. Of course it does:
it’s that kind of song – written out of truth and despondency, not ticking
boxes for airplay. A towering mutedly angry song (compared to most of this
album’s rantingly angry songs) about how ordinary people are used and abused
from the moment of their birth to the time of their death, this is Lennon at
his most sympathetic for the masses he cannot hope to save and also Lennon at
his most fed-up and cynical about the few people with any real controlling
power. Lennon might have been born upper-middle class, not at all the ‘working
class hero’ he calls himself here, but too many fans and certainly most of the
song’s critics have missed the point of this song when they ho-hoingly point
that fact out. Whatever Lennon’s circumstances, The Beatles were still seen as
a largely working class group who developed influence and power well above any
‘working class’ figures before or since, unwittingly leading a revolution that
helped break at least some of the class barriers that existed in 1960s England,
even if as Lennon recognises the vast majority of those barriers remain today
and probably for many decades to come. The first working class people to have
any real influence outside war veterans and occasional political revolutionaries,
other people in his situation would be proud – but Lennon sees such little
change and discounts even his small progress, claiming that even he never had a
chance to truly change society, that it’s not set up that way. A ‘working class
hero’ by adoption, then, (literally - his mum and dad were much poorer than his
aunt) there’s no doubting that Lennon was at his most inspired when writing on
the behalf of the trodden underdogs and misfits of life as he does here, with
his moving reflections on how so many people never have a hope of escaping the
rat race, the struggles that were destined for them long before they were born.
With the ‘feel’ of a Dylan song, but the earthy realism of the rest of the
album, Lennon sounds like a grizzled blues-singer as he tells us that we’re
made to feel ‘small’ from birth, ridiculed and trapped by ‘giving you no time
instead of it all’, his birth-right as a human being. The pain is ‘so big’ he
feels numb, unable to feel anything really as he goes into survival mode, which
is how the powerful in the world want him – and ‘us’. Hurt at home, given
corporal punishment at school, he’s then given no choice to become one of
‘them’ by picking a ‘career’ – despised for being thick, but worse hated for
being ‘clever’, for seeing through their lies and posing a risk. Lennon sees
the world kept under control through a diet of ‘religion, sex and TV’ – for
many centuries religion was how the masses were kept in their placed,
uneducated peasants being taught by the few people who could read. Nowadays its
mass media, people telling us what we want to think, night after night. Some
people escape it – even a few Beatle fans who think they’ve knocked ‘the
system’ – but it’s the biggest lie of them all, Lennon telling us that nothing
has really changed and ‘you’re still fucking peasants as far as I can see’. The
only way of being able to join ‘them’ at the top is to act like them – and
‘smile as you kill’ – but that automatically makes us more like ‘them’ than
‘us’. A pained Lennon then sighs that the only way out of this is to be a
‘aorking class hero’ – but look at him, bruised and broken, trapped and trodden
underfoot. Do we really want to be like him and follow Lennon? Not with how
bitter and disappointed he sounds on this extraordinary song.
But even having tied up that loose end, reviewers down the years are
still right in putting their fingers on something odd happening in the song, as
part of it still sounds wrong to me, despite the classic tune, performance and
dryly witty lyrics. Lennon was at the time the most hated by the general public
he would ever be, thanks to his controversial relationship with Yoko, the end
of the Beatles, the naked ‘two virgins’ sleeve and misunderstood ‘bed-ins’ for
peace, plus the simple fact that he’s giving us this song on a heroin-filled
nightmare of an album full of songs about his many faults and contradictions
makes the sentiments about being a ‘hero’ very false indeed. In this context
the closing line ‘if you want to be a hero, then just follow me’ is obviously
intended to be ironic, but Lennon also lived this line as if it were true at
the time, telling people to ‘follow’ his lead by curing themselves, getting
involved in some very dubious American fringe politics in the 70s along the
way. Honesty was always the best policy in Lennon’s world (well, most of the
time) and only by confronting hopeless situations can one find hope, so he
seems to be saying on some of this album at least – but not here, not on this
track, where he seems to be saying instead that we might as well not bother to
rescue ourselves from our fate because there is no way out for any of us born
without a silver spoon in our mouths. Even though Lennon was possibly the first
and best known ‘working class hero’ to escape his lot completely, without
falling into the bourgeoisie trap along the way, he seems to have come to some
new realisation here that actually he hasn’t escaped at all. Even turning his
back on millionaire stardom to forge his own experimental path with just Yoko
for company hasn’t worked, because the record companies won’t let him release
avant garde records in the way he wants, financial advisors won’t let him spend
money the way he wants, politicians won’t let him fight for causes and worst of
all his fellow musicians and his fans are putting pressure on him not to record
the sort of music he wants. Lennon is still trapped and knows he always will
be, laughing at the ‘working class come good’ image the Beatles unwittingly
created for themselves because he’s as trapped as he would have been working
down the factory and feeling jealous of the boss and his sportscars. This song,
though, has to some extent lost its shock value in more than just the swearing.
It makes a lot more sense in the context of its day when being a ‘working class
hero’ meant more than just being on TV and getting a following for being thick,
being a footballer who can’t do anything else, singing like a strangulated cat or
being a reality TV star who isn’t, well, ‘real’. Back in Lennon’s day there
really was no other escape: it was become an artist or retire and die after a
dead-end job. To hear one of the few ‘working class’ heroes around tell us
honestly not to bother, that even he is doomed, is one of the biggest gloomiest
disappointments we could have had back in 1970. Somehow that makes this sting
in the tail work more. As complex as the man himself, ‘Working Class Hero’ is one of Lennon’s most brilliant songs,
for all of its brevity and dry humour, with a personal relevance to a lot of
fans who just don’t have the same connection to other equally deep, equally
brilliant songs on this album because its addressed to ‘us’, tapping into a
universal feeling of depression rather than Lennon’s personal one. The fact
that Lennon was erudite to make this point at all and in such a powerful and
hard-hitting way surely makes him a ‘hero’ in anyone’s book, doubts and
contradictions and all.
[9] ‘Isolation’ is the album’s ‘other’ masterpiece, a much more forgotten song that’s
just as tough and uncompromising and universal, a song about how all of us feel
isolated and distant from everyone around us. It’s an aching, lonely song about
being misunderstood and one sense yet another condemnation of people who don’t
‘get’ John and Yoko. People are so sure that they’re play-acting, having people
on, driven by greed and money, rather than being two people ‘so afraid’ who
really ain’t ’got it made’ and who are ‘just a boy and a girl trying to change
the whole wide world’. Yet it’s also a universal song about the natural fear
every human being has of the unknown during uncertain parts of their life and
of each other (‘we’re afraid of everyone’), convinced that everyone else is out
to hurt them – because pain is the only thing they’ve ever felt in their lives,
not love. One of Lennon’s most heartfelt songs on his most heartfelt of albums,
it features a slow hardly-there piano and an occasional thump on the drums that
successfully creates the feeling of loneliness in sound, as if the song is
drifting through space. At least until the middle eight which comes out of
nowhere, two Lennons finally joining together in unity, but on a line that
again is about isolation: ‘I don’t expect you to understand!’ Lennon sniffs,
‘After you’ve caused so much pain!’ But Lennon can’t bring himself to ‘hate’
‘us’ or his critics because they, too, are only ‘human’ and have suffered by
falling into the traps left for them, a ‘victim of the insane’. Lennon sings
this last word with such twisted venom and anxiety that he sounds insane
himself, pushed beyond his limits by an uncaring world. Still, though, all that
passion can’t fight its way out of this sleepy song with its big thick piano
chords sleepwalking their way to disaster. Lennon doesn’t quite understand why
– in his heart he sees the world as ‘just a little town’, full of little boys
and girls dreaming of a better world like him. So why haven’t they got one? The
answer is fear. Lennon uses the metaphor of the ‘sun’ here – it gave us life,
we used to worship it, but now we’re ‘afraid’ of it, staying indoors or walking
around with sun-block on all the time. He may also mean love and possibly his
parents again – love gave us life, as without love (or at least sex) none of us
would be here – but we’re afraid of it because it’s so intangible, so hard to
see and so easy to lose. Modern civilisation should make us happy; we have
relative home comforts compared to our predecessors but instead we’re less of a
community and more isolated than ever. Lennon struggles to shock us into
breaking down the barriers with his vocal, which grows in stature as the song
continues, but all he can do is shout at us, alienating us further, realising
this as he wraps the song up with a final strangulated cry of
‘isolaaaaaaation!’ A much under-rated track.
[10] ‘Remember’ - the
spirited start to side two - is
suddenly tidier, more of a song than a rant this time, but still coming from
the same unhappy place. This is another song about how our fucked up present
really began in our past, when we learn by repeated failures and betrayals that
life is all about being ‘let down’. Clearly inspired by primal therapy again,
Lennon looks at every hurt and confused feeling he ever had and takes them all
out into the open from where he’s been hiding them to confront them once and
for all. Fittingly this song has a paranoid stance, as block chords panic and
pounce all over the place, desperate to seek out everything and get to the
bottom of it all. Oddly, though, it’s only a few notes and a slower tempo away
from being a beautiful kiddies type song – the note that arrives high up to add
a touch of prettiness, the sudden collapse onto a bright and shiny major chord
for the chorus; in other times this would be one of Lennon’s brighter happier
numbers. But childhood really wasn’t the happiest time of his life and he can’t
bring himself to write a happy song. A track about how life changes without us
really noticing and how all of our childish hopes and aspirations are crushed
before we’re even aware of it, Lennon asks us too to remember not how we wanted
things to be, but how they really were. With another muted vocal for much of
the song, as Lennon wistfully remembers times when life was straightforward and
people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ and nothing in between, the song’s quiet
anger comes from his piano playing, crashing the bare empty chords of this song
down on the keyboard so heavily that it’s amazing the instrument didn’t break
by the end of the song. He was told so many lies: the good guys always ‘won’, his
mum and dad were just ‘playing a part’ and weren’t natural parents who really
wanted him and every adult always ‘seemed so tall’ so noble, so confident, so
sure of what they were doing. It was all a lie: Lennon also remembers ‘the man’
already leaving him ‘empty-handed’ and how everybody ‘always let you down!’ For
once on this album, though, there’s a hint at happiness: a chorus surges out of
nowhere to tell us ‘not to worry’ about what happened, because we can’t go back
and change it. This sounds to me like a primal therapy technique, Janov getting
Lennon to bring his bruised feelings from childhood out into the open and then
out them away back in the box. But Lennon can’t do that – it isn’t ok – his
wounds have gone too deep and he can’t bring himself to lie, so instead every
time that chorus slows down – and every time perhaps his therapist leaves the
room – suddenly he’s back in the same dark place, the panic rising in his soul,
as he tried to put things right but can’t. Instead of ending in the happy place
we expect, the song ends in an eruption, a jokey rhyme of ‘the fifth of
November’ (Britain’s Guy Fawke’s Night, in ‘commemoration’ of the fact that a
parliament that spat on the poor even back then
didn’t get blown up by the working classes) suddenly fitting as the past
blows up in a childish explosion of fireworks. This was just an ad lib at the
end of the take later embellished in post-production that Beatles scholars have
nevertheless taken to mean all sorts of juicy things (A parallel universe that
the child Lennon thought the adult Lennon was going to have? A parallel universe
where politics were blown sky high leaving citizens free to be themselves? The
almost-date when Kennedy was assassinated? Lennon as the re-incarnation of Guy
Fawkes? etc). Lennon was probably just enjoying himself on the day of recording
however, much as I’d love to read something into this curious little end
section. Session tapes reveal that this wasn’t the intended ending anyway and (on
this take at least) the song actually turned into a jam session, Lennon getting
more and more entranced by his piano riff as he plays it faster and faster,
giving in to the song’s paranoia across another five brutal minutes before he
breaks off for some improvisation.
[11] ‘Love’
sounds out of place on this angry album somehow, a heartfelt hymn to
the power of love to conquer all with one of Lennon’s gentlest, most
heart-breaking tunes. On an album that’s all about digging behind the ‘mask’ of
society to find the truth, it comes as a shock both to us and to Lennon that he’s
actually found something good there for a change and the realisation that love
is all you need is much more awe-inspired and heartfelt than his better known hit
single of 1967. Love doesn’t have any hidden or special meaning – it just ‘is’,
a tangible reality even though it can’t be seen or felt. Lennon treats this
very adult theme with childlike awe, reducing love to its simplest form and
still finding that it is magical and primal, that every human being has a
desire to be loved. There may be another reason this song sounds so simplistic:
just as Yoko wrote her love songs to Lennon in a copycat version of his
Western-style rock, so Lennon writes for Yoko in the Japanese haiku imagery she
was brought up on and uses so often in her work. The result is simple yet
profound, as we learn that ‘love is feeling, love is wanting, love is touch, love
is free and love is needing to be loved’. The most moving moment is when this
sweet but distant sounding composition suddenly resolves most unexpectedly on
the line ‘love is you and me’, a shift in keys that suddenly brings this song ‘nearer’
to us, as if Lennon has finally found what he’s been chasing for his whole
life. No wonder he sings this song with such reverence and beauty, as if Lennon’s
in a trance that he can’t quite break out of. It would be unfair to call this
one of the album’s ‘lighter’ moments – in its own way this song is as bare,
honest, heartfelt and deep as the other songs on the album – but this time
Lennon is out to soothe rather than confront the listener. On this track he
again shows us why his trust has been hurt so often so badly and how much pain
it causes him when a bond of love has been broken, but chooses to reflect on
the upside rather than the downside of it all, the reason why he keeps reaching
out to be loved again (half afraid that he will be let down – see, umm, ‘Don’t
Let Me Down’ in our Beatles book for more). The simple tune, so much more
pioneering and impressive than the repetitive [22] ‘Imagine’, is one of its author’s very best and its exquisitely
played on just a dry guitar and an echoey piano yet fittingly sounding like
much more is going on. Soothing, uplifting and beautiful, this is one of Lennon’s
best love songs, beaten only by [28] ‘Oh My Love’.
Things were going a bit too well for this LP
weren’t they? [12] Well,
Well, Well is another
screaming rocker that’s about as loose and ragged as Lennon ever got, bar a ‘Live Peace In Toronto’ show or two. Across
six heavy claustrophobic minutes, Lennon dreams of all the plans he and Yoko
have and ‘how the hell we can get things done’, only to come across endless
brick walls of people telling them how they should act and behave. The sigh ‘well
well well’, usually taken as an admission of defeat that you can’t do anything
more, becomes a brick wall that Lennon tries to slice through, first with his
grungy guitar and then with his punkish vocal. This isn’t well at all, the
world is a mess – and Lennon is chomping at the bit to get things done. He and
his wife even feel ‘guilty’ for thinking sexual thoughts about each other,
because they’ve been ‘conditioned’ that well (Lennon thankfully changing an
early version of the song that included the line ‘she looked so beautiful I
could wee’ to the only slightly less taboo ‘she looked so beautiful I could eat
her’). An obscure rant that’s far less direct than the others on the album, it’s
the perfect ‘smokescreen’ for showing how people hide behind a veneer of
respectability when underneath they are just animals really. For who could deny
the passion running through Lennon’s bones as he lets loose on what may be the
single funkiest recording any of The Beatles made, all gnashing teeth and screaming.
It should feel ‘normal’ – it’s the tale of a boy wanting to have sex with a
girl he’s just married – but instead it feels cagey, surreal, so different to
anything anyone else was talking about (‘We were nervous, feeling guilty and
neither one of us knew just why’). The most Yoko-imagery derived song on the
album (her avant garde art didn’t always make for a neat reflection of the
directness and honesty of both Lennon’s soul and his new ideas on primal scream
therapy), interestingly the imagery seems
to refer to Lennon’s physical lust for Yoko in the first two verses and his
mental lust for her intellect and bravery in the last two. John’s piercing
vocal on the nonsensical chorus shows that he doesn’t need any words though –
returning to the primal cathartic scream described above, Lennon teases just
about every meaning of the phrase ‘well, well, well’ out of the song – from a
sighing ‘OK then’ to an urgent ‘let’s get things moving’ to a despairing ‘make
me well again before I get hurt once more’ before he finally breaks down and
all but breaks his tonsils on the biggest, most cathartic scream on the record.
‘Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll!’ becomes a rallying cry, not so much an ‘oh
well’ as a ‘why the hell not?’ as he laments not being able to do everything he
wants with his life, that there are more of ‘them’ than there are of ‘us’. He
may have been inspired (not for the first or last time) by his wife directly
too, as this song sounds not unlike ‘Why?’ (and to a lesser extent ‘Why Not?’)
on Yoko’s sister Plastic Ono Band record. The song finally breaks down in the
middle before the most brilliant decision on the record. Klaus is having too
much fun with the bass groove so he keeps playing, Ringo joining in with his
thudworthy drums before Lennon is coaxed out of his stupor to go round the
houses again. On any other record this might not have worked, but this song is
all about picking yourself up and never stopping just because someone goes ‘oh
well’ and accepting the way things are that it’s brilliant. A weary Lennon then
overdubs a final verse where he and Yoko ‘catch the English sky’ before this
inspires Lennon to kick into the track’s main riff off all over again. He
starts screaming again, really letting loose until he realises that he can’t
keep up, that ‘my arm’s crippled!’ Though one of the silliest songs, the
performance is so good that this becomes another of the chilling album
highlights.Who would have thought cathartic screaming would be so moving to
those who can’t see the pictures Lennon has in his head? Oh yes and the rhyme
of ‘I took my loved one out to dinner’ and ‘even though we both of us had been
much thinner’ (and therefore were being frowned on for eating – a reference to
the criticism of their supposedly ‘fat’ bodies on the ‘Two Virgins’ album cover
perhaps, which stung more than criticism of John and Yoko’s private parts it
seems) is one of the best Lennon ever wrote too.
[13] ‘Look At Me’ is a second acoustic ‘White
Album’ left-over from 1968, like ‘Hold On John’ cleverly programmed
so that it lightens the mood after one of the album’s most intense moments. Opening
with a joke (‘Ok?’ Lennon asks the engineer. ‘Yes thankyou’ his overdubbed
multi-tracked self laughs back – which is quite brilliant after hearing him
scream his head off as well as hinting at pressure turning into schizophrenia Pink
Floyd style – this album’s running order is one of the reasons this album works
so well, the best in the Lennon canon), the song is the lightest and sweetest
here. By this point in the album Lennon is struggling to know who he is, his
identity stripped away by primal scream making him question his reactions to
life events (even if the song was, in all likelihood, inspired by a talk by The
Maharishi in India about human beings in relation to God and shares the same
acoustic finger-picking style as ‘Dear Prudence’). Though not as well-written
as the similar [30] ‘How?’ to come, this is Lennon realising how lost he is and
trying to work out where best to go from here – ‘Who am I supposed to be?’ he
asks and ‘what am I supposed to do?’ He rallies in the third verse, realising
that ‘nobody knows but me’ and the answers lie within. However he adds in a ‘you
and me’ when he repeats this section, suggesting either Yoko or his audience,
also stumbling their way to self-realisation along with him. The song has no
answers though and rounds off with a cry of ‘oh my love’ as if love is the only
lifeline Lennon is clinging to as he goes under. The result is a sweet track
that always gets overlooked, muted and insecure compared to the roaring tracks
around it. You’d probably never play it outside the context of the album, but
you’re glad it’s there as a tonic nevertheless, especially Lennon’s
delightfully wasted double-tracked vocal that truly does make him sound as if
he is the most lonely person in the universe. The use of two tracks on this
album at least part-composed during the Beatles’ stay in India is perhaps no
coincidence, as the long practices of meditation inspired three of the Beatles
to write many of their most heartfelt, inwardly looking songs – many of which
they felt were ‘too honest’ for use on Beatles recordings. How odd, then, that
Lennon should find himself baring his soul through two of the most opposite
healing concepts ever invented – tranquil meditation and gut-wrenching
screams.
[14] ‘God’ is Lennon’s less than fond farewell, not only to this album but to us
and, in a way, his ‘real’ self before he gets down to work selling commercial
albums again (well, more commercial than this one anyway). Suddenly sober, this
song feels musically like a ‘sermon’ – but lyrically at least it’s an
anti-sermon: a way of preaching what can’t happen even if we believe rather
than what can. Primal Scream therapy was, for Lennon, a way of taking
responsibility for his own actions, of not waiting for something to come and
save him – because friends, loved ones, drugs and gurus had all let him down.
Realising that if he doesn’t sort himself out nobody will, Lennon embarks on an
extraordinary list of all the support networks he and we have used, kicking
away the legs beneath of us as he tries to make us see that we really are on
our own. Religious figures, Royal figures, political figures, even musicians
don’t hold any sway over Lennon anymore, because every one of these are human
(or fictional) and therefore are fallible – because all human beings let people
around them down, it’s just in their nature. All Lennon has left to believe in
is his own power to shape his future – and Yoko’s. That long list of names might
be the most memorable point of this track, which like many of Lennon’s most
powerful late-Beatles-era songs is actually three or four short songs stuck
together, but there are many other special parts to this track. ‘God’ opens with a long, long
long drawn out rendering of the song’s deep-thinking first line (‘God is a
concept by which we measure our pain’), one which carries so much of
civilisation resting on its paper-thin shoulders. Lennon's opinion is that God
was 'made up' to make human beings feel less lonely or to keep uneducated
peasants in line through fear - and that religious wars are fought between
whichever block feels persecuted the most. Lennon hated his C of E upbringing,
treating the Sunday school teachers and local priests with the same disdain as
his school-teachers and considered Christianity outdated by his era (that's
what he was trying to say during his 'Beatles are bigger than Jesus' furore -
and does say if you can get past the sensationalist headline only ever printed
in America). Lennon infers that many people use religion as a safety net,
protecting them from the ‘pain’ and irrelevance of their existence by
comforting us with ideas of better things still to come in our ‘next’ lives,
making life all ‘worth it’. Life, though, is worth it now for Lennon and should
be lived in the actual present, not some possible future that may or may not
happen.
Lennon is so moved by his sudden insight, which affects how all of human
civilisation have behaved since time immemorial, that he even repeats it all
the way through again before finally moving the song forward. Lennon then turns
to his shopping list of horrors (human practises like ‘magic’ ‘I-ching’ and ‘yoga’,
religious lynchpins like ‘The Bible’ and ‘Buddha’, political figures ‘Hitler’
and ‘Kennedy’, institutions like ‘Kings’ and finally musicians like Elvis and Bob
Dylan’s real name of ‘Zimmerman’). The line everyone remembers is ‘I don’t
believe in Beatles’. In a world still adjusting to life without the fab four
this was a killer blow. All of time seems to stop while we digest this fact,
that the most important group of the century really are no more (give or take a
Free As A Bird or two), causing more than few tears for Beatles fans
along the way, as unlike McCartney's indignant and raw but carefully tailored
questionnaire delivered free with 'McCartney' in April 1970, Lennon is absolute
and definite that the band are over (typically he'll change his mind again in
the mid-70s and be the Beatle closest to a reunion, if only to stop everyone
asking about it - it's George who remained adamant he never would right up to
the 1990s). This is more than just a personal decision though: Lennon is seeing
through everything The Beatles once stood for, the ideal that hippies and peace
can win out over war and greedy corporations, the idea that working classes can
‘make it’ if they have the talent, that a particularly generation hold the
special keys to society. In 1970, the decade at the end, this was a devastating
comment to make and Lennon knows it too, waiting for us to get over our hushed
in-take of breath before he moves on. ‘The dream is over, what can I say?’ says
Lennon in the last month of the decade, the generation’s unwittingly elected
spokesperson standing down, refusing to lead his people anymore and telling
them one last time ‘you are on your own’. ‘I was the walrus’ he sighs, ‘but now
I’m John’, the makeup removed, all façade taken away. But Lennon’s been through
too much with his contemporaries, fans, peers, critics and band-members to let
them go away with that admission ringing in their ears. His one last piece of
advice, that ‘dear friends you’ll just have to carry on’, that we should all go
our own way in life and rely on no one to show us the way except our closest
soulmate, is a perfect Lennonish goodbye from the now thoroughly ex-Beatle and
a fitting end to this most ’solo’ of albums. You could say that 'God' gives
with one hand and takes away with the other…
Yet there’s more. Squeaking from the silence, after an uncomfortable
pause that makes you think the record’s finished, comes an uncalled-for encore.
Lennon seemed to have closure across this LP, primal scream allowing him to
confront his past and move on. But things are never that neat and even after
all that Lennon can’t accept what happened to him (is Lennon adding ‘primal
scream’ to the long list of things he doesn’t believe in?) Returning to a
nursery rhyme he might have been taught as an infant by his mother (‘Three
Blind Mice’) Lennon tries to spell out the truth he could never accept in the
simplest, baldest way possible. [15] ‘My Mummy’s Dead’ he sighs, ‘I can’t get through my head,
though it’s been so many years, my mummy’s dead’. The reason why
it is sung down a telephone, taped onto an early answer phone prototype and
then played back might be more obscure. Phone up Lennon in the late 1960s for
some artistic endeavour and you’d be put through to a terribly Lennon-ish
answer-phone message also set to the tune of ‘three blind mice’ (‘We’re not
home, we’re not home, leave an answer and we’ll get back to you’ (spoken)
‘maybe’) This track is the upside of that career answerphone message, Lennon
seeking to shock those who want to do yet another fundraising gig or are after
yet another request for money from Apple by turning inward and scaring
hangers-on off for good, a last ‘I don’t care anymore, this is no longer
important to me’ statement to round this most non-career developing of albums
off. I’m never quite sure of what I think of this track – ‘God’ is a far better
ending than this ghostly ‘reprise’. But this is the kind of album that isn’t
about things being ‘perfect’ and it makes sense that Lennon should round off an
album of pain and hurt not with a final goodbye but with more pain and hurt.
This may also have been the hardest song to sing (perhaps why he sings it quite
so many times, on alternate takes released officially and unofficially). ‘I
could never show it!’ he mourns on this song, perhaps the point that this album
has been being built up to all this time – that Lennon can finally say goodbye
and move on. When he comes back to us, on album at least, it will be dreaming
of the future, not haunted of the past as he is here, so something has clearly
changed.
Like that last track, this album is not always that well thought out, it's
not always pretty, it's extremely hard to listen to and in many ways it’s the
most self-indulgent record that Lennon ever made, full of references to his own
background that (hopefully) very few fans will identify with firsthand (though
that said anyone with a bleak childhood and a damaged adulthood will surely
identify with part of it). ‘Lennon/Plastic
Ono Band’ is, though, heartbreakingly real, with Lennon’s creative
juices at their piercing best as primal scream and the end of The Beatles opens
up his desperate need to communicate, to open his soul wider than ever before (wider
than anybody?), however dark or ugly the contents. Going ‘solo’ gives Lennon
the chance to be truly solo, to question everything about who he is and what he
stands for. Above everything else this record is overwhelmingly admirably
brave. Can you imagine a member of any other popular band ever opening
themselves up to this kind of public scrutiny in any era? Most people hide their private lives away from
everybody, but Lennon knows that the biggest gift he can offer his fanbase is
evidence that he, too, is fragile, awkward, broken, hurting and that all the
money in the world won’t take his pain away. An extraordinary album about what
it means to be human and the ripples that come from our actions, ‘Lennon/Plastic
Ono Band’ is one of the greatest AAA albums of them all.
This was the album that Lennon was always threatening to make and the
artistic side of Lennon never quite recovered from the release of this album,
as if he was afraid what else he could possibly to do match its artistic worth
and integrity. It’s interesting to wonder what Lennon would have thought about
this record had he been around today. Only once on record does he dismiss it
off-hand and then it seems like a knee jerk reaction to the idea that his later
records seemed to go back on the honesty ‘promise’ he made here (Lennon
attacked all of his records at one time or another whatever their vintage -
except ‘Double Fantasy’ that
is, but then that record came out only weeks before his sudden death). Would
Lennon have disowned it, eventually going back to the bosom of the Beatles (he
actually seemed happier about a reunion of the fab four than Paul or George in
the 1970s) and putting all his time and energy behind yet another ‘guru’ figure
despite promising not too? Or would his career have somehow gone full circle,
going back to basics and to this ‘mid-way’ album in a way that his fellow
Beatles almost-but-not-quite achieved in the early 80s with the
recorded-in-the-back-garden ‘McCartney
II’ or ‘Gone Troppo’?
Either way, this album is Lennon’s high watermark as a pioneering artist, the
likes of which we will never see again, ever, as no other popular artist would
even think of trying to match the courage of this unexpected album ever again
(nope, Sting with a lute and The Spice Girls with anything don’t count). If
ever a record deserved praise for wearing its heart on its sleeve then this
album is it. Play it for the first time and you may never see the world in
quite the same way again, for better or for worse. Word of warning though:
after playing this record, its advisable to seek a hug straight away from your
nearest and dearest, like Lennon is so obviously crying out to do.
A NOW COMPLETE LIST
OF LENNON ARTICLES TO READ AT ALAN’S ALBUM ARCHIVES:
'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' (1970) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-43-john-lennonplastic-ono-band.html
'Imagine' (1971) http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/04/john-lennon-imagine-1971-album-review.html
'Sometime In New York City' (1972) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/07/news-views-and-music-issue-35-john.html
'Mind Games'(1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/10/news-views-and-music-issue-77-john.html
'Walls and Bridges' (1974) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-63-john-lennon-walls-and-bridges.html
'Sometime In New York City' (1972) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/07/news-views-and-music-issue-35-john.html
'Mind Games'(1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/10/news-views-and-music-issue-77-john.html
'Walls and Bridges' (1974) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-63-john-lennon-walls-and-bridges.html
'Double Fantasy' (1980) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/07/john-lennon-and-yoko-ono-double-fantasy.html
'Milk and Honey' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/news-views-and-music-issue-135-john.html
'Milk and Honey' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/news-views-and-music-issue-135-john.html
Non-Album Recordings
1969-1980 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-and-yoko-ono-non-album.html
Live/Compilation/Unfinished
Music Albums 1968-2010 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/john-lennon-livecompilationraritiesunfi.html
The Best Unreleased Lennon
Recordings http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-best-unreleased-recordings.html
Surviving TV Clips
1968-1980 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-surviving-tv-clips-1968-1980.html
Essay: Power To The Beatle – Why Lennon’s Authenticity Was So Special https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2018/03/john-lennon-essay-power-to-beatle-why.html
Landmark concerts and key cover versions https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/04/john-lennon-five-landmark-concerts-and.html
Essay: Power To The Beatle – Why Lennon’s Authenticity Was So Special https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2018/03/john-lennon-essay-power-to-beatle-why.html
Landmark concerts and key cover versions https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/04/john-lennon-five-landmark-concerts-and.html
No comments:
Post a Comment