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Neil Young 'Tonight's The Night' (1975)
Tonight’s The Night/ Speakin’ Out/ World On A String/ Borrowed Tune/ Come On Baby Let’s Go Downtown/ Mellow My Mind// Roll Another Number (For The Road)/ Albuquerque/ New Mama/ Lookout Joe/ Tired Eyes/ Tonight’s The Night – Part II
‘He tried to do his best. But he
could not’
Tonight's the night
alright, but for what? A funeral? Emotional release? The first day of the rest
of your life? A sudden smack of insight into how short life is and how we
shouldn't waste it? Or just another kick? Neil's blackest, darkest, moodiest
album is a sombre tribute to two comrades in arms who died too soon, CSNY
roadie Bruce Berry and Crazy Horse guitarist Danny Whitten (whose name is still
given on the picture of the old friends performing in the middle, his
microphone set up where he should be), Neil’s two separate worlds now joined
together in tragedy. Both men died young needlessly through drugs. The whole
rock and roll world it seemed was busy taking drugs. However Neil was in an
interesting position, in his usual role as an outsider – his epilepsy meant
that he was warned off taking drugs as a lifestyle choice early by his doctors
and that enabled him to get some perspective on what the people around him were
up to and how far through the rabbit-hole of drug-taking they fell. Though Neil
has long had the image of being stoned out of his mind the whole time the only
albums he ever made on drugs are, ironically, the ‘warning’ records about the
dangers of taking them – ‘On The Beach’ and ‘Tonight’s The Night’(he reckons
stimulants get in the way; Crazy Horse and CSN however haven't always been as
clean!) But then ‘Tonight’s The Night’ is not like other records. It’s not
music made to listen to and enjoy. It’s our invitation to a funeral, sending
off two friends with music played by the people left behind and still mourning
them. Neil slurs his words, sings off-key, misses his cues and the backing
performances are the dictionary definition of ‘loose’. Usually that’s the sort
of thing that gets in the way of albums, but for once it only helps enhance the
mood. ‘Tonight’s The Night’ is a long dark night of the soul and it hasn’t got
the time or the energy or the need to clean things up for public consumption.
‘Tonight’s The Night’ isn’t about selling copies, it’s about real life. It’s
meant to hurt, because life hurts.
Danny Whitten’s story
has been told by us quite a few times already – a lifetime of waiting for a big
break that turned to horror when instead of fame and riches came drug
addiction. Bruce Berry’s is a similar story: the CSNY roadie was one of the
crew, a familiar face as he played everybody’s guitars while tuning them on the
1969-1971 tours. Bruce though couldn’t handle the impending CSNY split and got
deeper and deeper into drugs. Like Danny, he became broke and hocked anything
he could get his hands on for another fix – including, so legend has it, David
Crosby’s favourite guitar. Sacked from a band that wasn’t going to exist much
longer anyway, Bruce overdosed his story unknown to the wider rock and roll
world. Neil wrote the title track of ‘Tonight’s The Night’ to make sure his
story was remembered forever – and even performed it twice just to make sure no
one forgot it, one last desperate measure to warn the world and make sure his
life wasn’t in vain. Neil, then, was hemmed in by all sides: CSNY and Crazy
Horse had once represented very different sides to his ‘art’, but both of them
have been struck by similar tragedies. These bands didn't have much in common
but both were known as 'druggy' bands, taking anything they could get to excess
- how CSN survived without losing anyone across the 1970s is nothing short of a
miracle; sadly Berry wasn't as lucky, sucked in by their lifestyle and fame as
was Danny by Neil's. Maybe, ponders this album, the whole world is like that
now, that everyone is going to be touched by senseless unnecessary death this
way. Neil, it must be remembered, was all of twenty-seven when Danny died: the
only person in his world who had come even vaguely close to dying till now was
himself. It was a shock that two such bigger-than-life people went before him
and a cruel reminder that nobody lives forever. This album is their story, Neil
leaving a note to his fans on the sleeve that he had to make this album and get
it out of his system and that he was 'sorry - these people don't mean anything
to you'.
And yet we do - or at
least it feels like we do by the end. The brilliance of 'Tonight's The Night'
is that it works for anyone grieving - especially those who've lost a friend or
family member through their own hand or carelessness, be it through booze,
drugs, suicide or aloe vera pyramid scheme overdose. We might not know these people but only the
title track is really Bruce's story - the other songs here are everyone's,
tales of a life cut short by the great randometer of life that can happen to
any of us at any time. Overall it’s a bit like hearing a whole album of [52]
‘the Needle and The Damage Done’ – albeit a lot less pretty and not even a 10th
as in tune. However this album isn't a 'gee life's tough, everyone have a hug!'
kind of an album, but a requiem that goes to the darker side of life because
life is too short to be pretty and tell everyone that it’s all going to be ok. Because
maybe – for the only record in my collection – just maybe it won’t be? (even
‘Lennon/Plastic Ono Band’ has Yoko as the one thing linking John to sanity and
‘The Wall’ spends its final three minutes undoing the last eighty of gloom,
which isn’t a lot but is somehow enough). On this album though everybody loses.
You have to really really want to live to survive and there are far too many
obstacles in the way to prevent us making it. Even Neil himself, despite his
critical eye of drugs and warnings in song, acknowledges his own darker side as
he falls for the glittery lights of fame, the 'Woodstock' dream and enters a
dreamworld 'my head in the clouds', so nearly heading gfor the exit door many
times himself. The irony isn't lost that all the performers on this album are
clearly drunk and out of their minds, suffering from the same demons and
mistakes as the people mourned in the songs: this isn't somebody tut-tutting
about why we shouldn't do drugs, kids but someone whose been there, done that
and has the scars to prove it. Don’t do as Neil does, kids, do as he says –
it’s too late for them but maybe it’s not too late for you.
Then there's the other
people Neil might or might not know who died before their time and whose pain
he clearly feels. There's the drug pusher whose death in a drive-by shooting (a
strangely common occurrence in Young songs) on the jaw-dropping 'Tired Eyes'
who 'tried to do his best - but he could not', a failure who couldn’t find any
other way to make a living and paid for it with his life. There's motorcyclist
Lookout Joe who gets sucked into a deadly cycle by peer pressure and one too
many late-night parties (even if he’s almost the only character on this album
not to die). There's 'New Mama', the one character on this album who comes even
vaguely close to being happy but whose happiness is just an illusion from the
other end of a spliff and whose escape is only going to be temporary - or
permanent if she goes too far. And then there's Danny himself, singing a song
from 1971 he co-wrote with Neil, about going downtown to take drugs - weirdly
most of the main drug references are Neil's (he admits Danny was 'more subtle'
as a writer) but the case for the prosecution of drugs is made even so: Whitten
never sounded fitter, healthier or more full of life and the fact that he's
singing about a lifestyle that killed him before he really knew what it was yet
is a final dark and bitter twisted irony on an album full of such things. Even
Neil acknowledges his weaknesses, lethargically moving his way through
‘Speakin’ Out’ and ‘too wasted’ to do what he should be doing – writing – on
‘Borrowed Tune’ with a melody he admits was nicked from The Rolling Stones.
Nobody succeeds on this
album of tragic villains and lovable losers and everybody hurts, especially
those facing a future without people there. All characters are mourned, real
and imaginary and every loss counts, famous or obscure; none are pitied because
this record makes it clear that one day anyone of them could be us, sucked in
by lifestyle or an honest mistake. 'Please take my advice' warns Neil, but he
knows no one is listening to him and that even his warning comes too late to
save his nearest and dearest and painful his realisation that he’s made this
album too late – that he should have been making ‘Tonight’s The Night’ instead
of ‘Goldrush’ or ‘Harvest’ – is one of the most moving moments in his catalogue.
Neil himself called the record - or more specifically his daft rambling note
also printed on the album's lyrics sleeve - a 'suicide note without the
suicide' but that only adds to the courage of this album which is fiercely
un-commercial (every song comes with flat notes, mistakes and several people
falling over or walking into microphones - of course, this being a Young record
and this record especially, the flaws are actually exaggerated in the final mix
so we hear them louder than we should, our mistakes being what drags us down at
the final count on most of the song) and nothing like any other rock and roll
album every made. Most rock and roll albums are a party set to music; this one
is a wake. And it’s a wake that wants to wake us up before it happens all over
again.
It's not just the drugs
though: people miss it quite often given the high drama of the shootings and
the twice-heard title track, but 'Night' is also Neil's angry take on the
stupidity of fame. Neil clearly blames the deaths of his friends on the need to
live up to a persona and decides to use their deaths as inspiration to tell us
that fame isn't what it's cracked up to be: that having more money just means
you have more means to kill yourself and being recognised by more people means
you lose track of the 'real' you much more easily. Neil has been critical of
fame since long before he ever had it, using his second ever precious lead
vocal with the Buffalo Springfield to sing ‘Out Of My Mind’ about the ‘screams
outside the limousines’ that go to his head and cause him to lose sight of his
true purpose.
This album showed that nothing changed once Neil got there in the
higher echelons of fame. On 'Speakin' Out' Neil goes back to anonymity,
cackling a lyric about trying to do simple ordinary things he used to do and how
much he misses them. He remembers how the last time he used to do this he was
'searching' for something he now knows is an illusion and he feels depressed
because now he has nothing to aim for. On 'Mellow My Mind' he longs to feel the
way he used to when he too was 'innocent' - 'I've been down the road' he sings
about his own excesses, but the difference is 'I came back' when so many others
didn’t. 'Roll Another Road' laughs at all of Neil's peers (especially, you
sense, those with the initials CS and N) who are still living the 'Woodstock'
dream and still believe they can change the world. Neil knows how fucked up the
world is and that the musicians trying to save it can barely save themselves -
even if this song comes with a laughing chorus that has Neil, too, taking part
in drug culture and going along with it.
'Borrowed Tune' has Neil unable to write anymore, climbing a star
'ladder' he no longer wants to climb and wanting out without quite knowing how
to escape it. Then there's the sadness of 'Alburqueque', one of Neil's most
under-rated songs, as Neil just takes off on the road and walks away from
everyone to find his 'real' self, 'starving to be alone' and free of everything
people think he's become. And of course there's 'World On A String' on which
being famous and having power 'doesn't mean a thing' - living is what matters,
not competing and being better, because - to quote a fellow CSN-er - time is
the final currency, not money or power. Being a star makes too many people
think they're invincible when all it does is bring out their worst qualities
and surrounds them with the wrong people. Why, Neil asks puzzled, would people
like Bruce and Danny gives their lives trying to act the way people think he
does when he’s seen through it already?
‘Night’ should, of
course, be the ‘middle’ album of the doom trilogy, back when Neil was right in
the middle of his misery – the reason it came out third is that Reprise weren’t
at all sure about the original version of the record Neil submitted (nine songs
released as-live, all linked by spooky rambling chat) as indeed any record
company in their right mind would be. The finished version of the album is
undoubtedly harrowing - and yet the
original nine-song version of the album was reportedly even more so. As
originally submitted to Reprise in 1973 'Tonight's The Night' consisted of
impenetrable drunken chatter between songs, false starts, hollow laughter and occasional
sobs.
Reprise asked Neil to think about it and he did, breaking off for a CSNY
world tour (released as 'CSNY'74 on it's 40th birthday) and eventually coming
up with 'On The Beach' as a (marginally) more relatable and sober album.
'Tonight's The Night' was all set to be the first entirely abandoned Young
album (of many) as Neil recorded two more records across 1974. However then
something strange happened: Neil, uncharacteristically, decided to throw a party
to celebrate the end of his marriage to wife Carrie and his new freedom as a
bachelor. However it was a sombre party - most of the people present weren't in
the partying mood and things reportedly turned sour quickly. Neil tried to
liven the atmosphere with his new work-in-progress album 'Homegrown', a
'stepping stone' acoustic album that's lighter and more hopeful than the 'Doom
Trilogy' but not quite as happy-go-lucky as 1975's 'Zuma'. Neil's party-goers
weren't impressed and felt in the mood for something darker; one of them turned
the tape over, found an early mix of 'Tonight's The Night' on the other side
and raved about it. 'This is real, Neil!' they said (or words to that effect)
'why don't you put this out instead?' Oddly Young, who usually did the opposite
of what people told him, agreed and phoned up Reprise to cancel 'Homegrown' and
replace it with a record they'd already rejected once. The conversation didn't
go well, but Reprise were a lot more supportive of their wayward star than most
record labels ever are of theirs and agreed on a few terms and conditions such as
a longer running time and that the stoned chat and mistakes would have to go. Neil
agreed, reviving two new songs from the 'Homegrown' period that sounded the
most miserable, 'Lookout Joe' and 'Borrowed Tune' (odd that he didn't go for
'Mediterranean' or [67] 'Deep Forbidden Lake' whose vibe fits too - one bootleg
reckons a re-recording of [45] 'Bad Fog Of Loneliness' was considered for the
album) and digging out the 1971 Filmore tapes of Crazy Horse singing 'Downtown'
to represent Danny after being reminded that some live Crazy Horse tapes
existed in his vaults (the whole shows became the ‘Filmore East’ one, the first
release in Neil’s ‘Archive’ series). We've never heard the original (Neil admits
he lost the tape for years - luckily manager David Briggs kept a copy) and
despite endless promises about an 'Archives II' box set since 2010 containing
it, surprise surprise that hasn't appeared officially either (there is an
acetate doing the rounds on bootleg but that's missing the song chatter and at
best has a couple of extra bum notes left intact at the end of each song).
Until we do we can't really compare the two, but unlike most reviewers (and
Neil himself) for me the new songs don't 'dilute' the feel at all. We need
Danny there, happy and vibrant, to teach us what drugs took away; there's no
good having a 'before' and 'after' album without anything to compare it to. And
'Borrowed Tune' may be lighter in performance but in tone it may well be the
most harrowing (albeit beautiful) song of the whole Doom Trilogy, with Neil the
closest he ever came to fading the same way as his friends, still just about
conscious enough to write about his feelings to us. Only 'Lookout Joe'
disappoints and even that song's brutal undirected anger kind of makes sense
thematically, an account of the extremes people will go to because of peer
pressure. In other words, Tonight's The Night sounds good on any night, even
when the recordings come from sessions two years apart.
Understandably
re-action to this album were mixed, bordering on scathing. A little like now,
everything Neil released was dismissed as the ditherings of a once-great artist
past his best (one reviewer even got the plot completely wrong and complained
that 'Neil has been ruined - by drugs!') - the difference between then and now
is that, creatively, Neil's muse was never better. Freed of the need to care
about what his fans or record company thought of him after other similarly
harrowing albums and determined that telling the truth was far more important
than any sense of career, Neil confronts his dark side without caring one iota
what anyone else but the people in the room think of this album. Heck, for two
years he didn't even care if it was released or not (and just imagine how big
this album's reputation would have been if it had never come out and been a
'lost' album!) It's worth pointing out just how rare and valuable that is:
every musician in every era has one ear on what their public want to hear no
matter what they say. The biggest rebel, the naughtiest rocker, the most
outrageous grrrrl singer - they all rise and fall depending on how well their
music sells. No so Neil - not the mid-1970s Neil anyway. Even when remixed and
‘tidied up’ most songs on this album still contain cracked voices and mistakes and
we've already mentioned whichever clumsy band member kept walking into the
microphone stand - but that's what make this album such a spectacularly
important, spookily alive album. It's so real. From first note to last note everything
is so blisteringly, frustratingly, agonisingly real. This isn't a world where
things are cleaned up for public consumption. And it's definitely not a world
full of happy endings and salvation. Instead life is a drunken shambles where
nobody really knows what's going on and we're all lying to ourselves or making
it up as we go along, not just tonight but every night.
Neil didn't care: every
bad review, every criticism, every audience walk-out felt like proof that he
was onto something 'real' that no one could face. The shows for this album
(which took place two years before release, remember, so none of the audience
knew the songs) are legendary, with
scruffy unshaven Young prowling the stage with menace in his eyes while
his band vamped on behind him (one of these shows, a surprisingly sober one
actually, was released as ‘Live At The Roxy’ in 2018). Refusing to speak to the
audience about the songs or engage in banter or even play a single one of his
past hits Neil completely alienated the last of the straggler fans who expected
to hear another 'Harvest' (tell a lie, Neil often spoke bits that weren't in
the songs but they weren't addressed to the audience but to himself as a way
through his pain. 'You took Crosby's guitar and you put in your arm Bruce, how
could you!' went the most famous rant). There's an even more famous moment when
Neil addresses the couple of people still brave enough to see the hour show
through to the finish. 'We're going to do a song you know!' giggles Neil as the
audience think that, at last, the artist has come to his senses and it's all been
one big test. Instead of a song from ‘Goldrush’ or ‘Harvest’ though the band
kick into an aggressive, unwieldy, falling apart reprise of 'Tonight's The
Night', a song the audience had already heard twice that day. Though 'night' is
a great studio record, it sounds as if might sound even more at home on the
stage; hopefully one day, if we're very very good (and very very patient - it
took twenty-five years to get 'Archive Volume One!') we might just get to hear a
truly drunken show of ‘Night’ one day.
The fact that this
album was made for the stage means that Neil needed a band - and what a band.
Everyone who played on this record had some connection to Bruce or especially
Danny. Unlike the other two-thirds of the Doom Trilogy Neil isn't alone - or
wishing he was alone. Their own record contract over and with no label
interesting in releasing anything byu them, the rest of Crazy Horse were
convinced this goodbye was the last album they would ever make, Ralph and Billy
still missing their brother and leader (they aren't to know Frank Sampedro is
about to turn up on Malibu beach and ask the band if he can jam one day,
impressing Neil enough to work with them again by the end of 1975). Both men
play superbly, keeping things simple but soulful, the way Danny would have
wanted. Ben Keith, Neil's right-hand-man, plays some aching pedal steel on an
album that's never needed it more - he passed Danny like ships in the night on
'Goldrush'. Better yet is Nils Lofgren, making his second appearance on a Young
album, wearing special weights in his pin-ups to better feel the 'mood' of the
album and in the opposite to his debut on 'After The Goldrush' playing some of the
best guitar solos of his life while Neil drunkenly leans on a piano to avoid
having to stand up (to this day many fans call this Neil's best album as a
guitarist, but it's all Nils - generally one take 'n' little rehearsal Nils,
which makes these heartfelt performances all the more astonishing). Nils'
playing always comes good when he is playing from the heart as all of us in
that small band of Lofgren followers will know - this album is surely his best
work for anyone, which will tell you everything you need to know about the
commitment levels in the room. Just to make the point even more clear the
packaging of the record still includes a credit to Danny Whitten and the empty
space above the caption where the guitarist should be gets me every single time
I look at it.
Neil knew that few
would understand this album - and his chosen
packaging for the album only confuses the issue. As well as a front
cover snapped in black-and-white of Neil on the 'Night' tour and that poignant
shot of the band with a space left for Danny we get all sorts of extras. The
blurry shot of Roy Orbison was taken from a bootleg album Neil enjoyed - he
said later it was a message to Roy to tell him the bootleg was out and he ought
to hear it, though, of course there's no mention of that on the sleeve and Roy
doesn't seem likely to have rushed out and bought this badly promoted,
initially poor selling album anyway (the irony being that 'Night' looks like
far more of a rough 'n' ready bootleg anyway!) Then there's the second message
to 'Waterface', thought to be Neil himself in a Watergate-style false name,
delivering a stoned stream of consciousness rap about what this album means to
him and can't possibly mean to anyone else. Then there's a reprise of the
just-released back cover for 'On The Beach' with the words to the unreleased
song (jam?) 'Florida' printed over the top but in such spiky reading it's
impossible to work out. Plus there's a review of the 1973 ‘Tonight’s The Night’
tour - at last you might think, something relevant! But no: it's printed
throughout in Dutch, deliberately (Neil was brought the review to sign by a
couple of fans and asked what it meant; he was so moved by how accurately the
reviewer had guessed his state of mind he wanted it to be his final statement -
but speaking in double Dutch kinda suited the mood so he asked for it not to be
translated. Sample quote: 'The sound was miserable, the band's co-ordination
was miserable and Neil Young's singing was miserable... The death of Neil's
friend and discovery Danny Whitten seems to have affected him deeply'). Sadly
Reprise baulked at a final idea to include a bag of free glitter inside the sleeve
that would ‘explode’ when you first took the disc out of the box and would
accidentally cover the starkly black sleeve with it; this was designed so that
the 'tinsel' would seem 'annoying' the way fame does on the record (though Neil
is convinced to this day that first pressings came with it and speaks about it
as one of his better ideas, no one has ever found a copy and fan ;legend has it
that Reprise just told Neil they had done it and knew he wouldn’t bother to buy
one of his own records himself - if you have a copy that does then sell it on
Ebay quick, preferably to me!)
This is not an album for everyone. Some people will prefer the empty
pop of The Doobie Brothers or The Spice Girls to help them get up in the
mornings. However there’s always a place in my collection for albums that are
dark and keep things real. Tonight’s The Night’, more than any other
album from Neil’s ridiculously prolific canon, turns raggedness
into an art form; a bleak collection of half-baked songs played by drunken
musicians, it should by rights sound absolutely awful, but the whole album is
infused with so much power, soul and commitment not to mention pure wasted
angelic beauty that it’s hard not to applaud its integrity and even its faults
are easy to fall in love with. Neil is an expert at keeping things real, and
has tried to return to this album’s raged and ragged genius many times over the
years, but never again has he ever got quite as ‘real’ as this album again.
Needless to say this album is not for everybody and if you’re the sort of fan
that loves Harvest this
LP might not come all that high on your shopping list, but boy is it moving for
Young fans who know its history; one of those magic life-changing records that
prevent you from seeing the world in quite the same way ever again. Not all the
songs are genius but an awful lot of them are and even the ones that fall short
‘fit’ on this album in such a way that it’s hard to imagine the album without
them – even the ‘diluted’ 1975 material. Even for an artist who believed in
keeping things 'real', 'Tonight The Night' impresses through its
tell-it-like-it-is-and-take-no-prisoners toughness, the clear heartfelt emotion
of the performances and the fact that 'Night' is quite unlike any other record
in rock and roll, a howl of pain performed by mourning friends late at night
and getting wasted, trying to stop the blackness they feel in their hearts
taking over completely. The greatest tribute its two departed group-family
members could wish for, 'Tonight's The Night' pays tribute to Bruce and Danny
not by making them out to be saints or victims but by showing how easily every
one of us could have died the same way had we given in to the demons we all
carry around with us.
For all its bleakness
though, weirdly there's still ultimately hope: of the band members who made
this album only Ben Keith has since passed on and he wasn't exactly young - the
warning was heeded, the friends were strong and so, by association, is the
listener. We know the worst life can throw at us now - we'll be waiting for it
and prepared before it gets this bad again. This record is not just a
self-indulgent ramble about strangers but an everyman tale of triumph over
adversity and a morale about how life has to carry on regardless. Neil has
never been braver and his songs have never cut deeper: you're right there with
the deaths on 'Tired Eyes' that even narrator Neil can't save; you cringe as
the title track unfolds not once but twice; you agonise as Neil reveals his
heart in a way he's never done before on 'Borrowed Tune', you cheer as the band
finally get it together somewhere about the middle of 'Speakin' Out', you gape
at the aching sadness at the heart of the beauty on temporary reprieve 'New
Mama'; you laugh at 'Roll Another Number' which might just be the most Neily
song of them all and - if you're hearing
the album in the right way - you physically cry when Danny comes on right at
the heart of it all, foretelling his own death, a brilliant light wiped out for
good far before his time. 'I hope that it matters' Neil sighs at one point,
confidence gone, as he tries to write a song of comfort to those left behind
after trouble, 'I'm having my doubts'. It's the only thing he gets wrong on the
entire LP: actually this album of love, loss and life helps one hell of a lot.
Neil may have written more famous, more celebrated and more upbeat music than
this but he's never again equalled the importance, power and sheer mental
strength of 'Tonight's The Night' as he sings in a shaky shaky voice that is as
real as the day is long. So what was tonight the night for? Hopefully the rest
of your life. But this album stands as a warning that the rest of your life
might not be as long as you hoped if you let the darkness get too strong a
hold. Remarkable - forget 'Goldrush' and 'Harvest'; this isn't just the best
Neil Young album but one of the greatest albums ever made by anybody. Tonight's
the night, alright, but it's not just another kick - it's a night for
reconsidering life choices, re-assessing mistakes and re-confirming that it's
all too easy to slide out of life unknowingly and that working at staying alive
and carrying on is actually the hardest thing of all.
The
Songs:
[76a] Tonight’s
The Night is
heavy going from the first, with the title track a primitive piano-based rap
about much-loved roadie Bruce Berry’s life and all the little details and
idiosyncrasies of the man that Neil’s never going to see again. What isn’t said
in this moving song is that Neil feels responsible: Danny turned Bruce onto
drugs and who brought Danny the stardom that enabled him to get drugs? Neil. This
is a tough song, played by a band who are obviously drunken and sluggish yet
nevertheless mean every little note they play. Bruce should have gone on to be
someone big and important, says Neil, and instead his life got cut short before
it properly began and he might never be remembered – hence this song which means
he’ll be immortal for as long as this record continues to be known. Stunned by
the frailty of human life, Neil seems to be urging all of us listening in to
his soliloquy to make each day of our lives count as well, but is so caught up
in the emotion of the song that he doesn’t sound like he quite believes his own
words anymore. Well may Neil get a chill up and down his spine when he takes
the bad news that Bruce has died at the age of just twenty-two; we get chills
listening at home too. I mean, he could be any of us (well, spoonie blog
writers anyway), playing his music all night, sleeping in till the afternoon.
There was a sparkle in his eyes that made him so full of life, but alas ‘his
life was in his hands’ and he wasted it and everything he could have been. This
is also to the AAA canon what children’s television is to the TV networks: it
turns repetition into an art-form, hammering the points home again and again to
make sure we truly ‘get’ them. Neil sings the same verse-and-chorus over and
over again as if waiting for the truth to settle and each vocal variation seems
to be covering the first four stages of denial each time we hear it (anger, despair,
rejection and confusion). We never find
out what tonight is the night for, either, despite the fact that the band
repeats the title so many times it sounds like a desperate mantra of hope – is
this the day when Neil finally understood the importance of his friends’ lives
and urges us to understand ours? The day we wake up from our own excesses because
we have seen the price our bodies pay for them? Is this just the night for a
party, the way the lost would want to be remembered? Or the day when, had he
still been alive, Bruce Berry would have become successful? Or does success not
matter anymore in Neil’s clouded, tired eyes? Perhaps the answer is a bit of
all the above. Neil’s tinkling piano interestingly is the only part trying to
make light of this song – it’s Nils’ guitar that powerhouses the song and
drives it on, pushing everyone on through to the end as they stop to pause
along the way. Great as this performance is, I would still nominate the epic
one on ‘Bluenote Café’ as the true reading of this song – for now Neil is still
singing a little too ‘archly’ for such a terribly ‘real’ composition, as if
this is still a game (clue: it won’t be by the time of the reprise). As a side
note, this augmented Crazy Horse aren’t playing their own instruments on this
album but ones they borrowed from ‘Instrument Rentals’, a shop owned by Bruce’ grieving brother Ken
Berry and an attempt to give the family at least some income.
[77] Speakin’
Out is
an off-key ballad that could have become quite a sweet little song on any other
Neil Young album, but that’s missing the point – sweetness doesn’t exist in
Young’s world anymore and Neil’s going to do his best to make as sure as hell
it doesn’t exist in ours. Neil sings about how innocent and naïve his world
used to be before the deaths of his friends and all the things he used to do
without thinking and how easy it is to fall to drugs. He went to see a good
film the night before (the same one in [48] ‘A Man Needs A Maid’?), enjoying
himself and partying, before reaching out for a ‘lifeline’ – he surely means Carrie
again (this is a love song, in a very demented sort of a way, as ‘your holding
my baby and I’m holding you’ with Neil’s firstborn Zeke born in September 1972)
but the hint is that if she hadn’t have been there he might have reached out
for another ‘lifeline’, of the narcotics variety. Neil sings in such an I’m-never-going-to-do-that-again-hangover
voice that the irony in the song comes over loud and clear (the line ‘I grabbed
the lifeline’ is, ironically, one of the most painfully sung of all on this
record). Without that irony this is just another knees up mother brown boozing
song, but with the irony it’s dark and scary and threatening. Neil acknowledges
that he’s ‘been a long time coming to you’ and that its been a long difficult
time of waiting – he could so easily have gone the same way as his friends. A puzzling
cryptic third verse about looking for an ‘answer’ in the ‘notebook behind your
eyes’ is an early hint at domestic rows though (the same as the ones heard on
the unfinished-for-twenty-years [254] ‘You and Me’ perhaps) where he wants to
write and rehearse and she just wants to watch TV; by the time they compromise
Neil isn’t watching what’s on the screen so much as he’s watching his wife’s
reflection glowering, the TV suddenly looking right at him. All Neil can do is
speak out, belatedly, telling us not to fall in the same traps as him even
though it might have been too late for him in both a marriage and a drug sense.
While Neil contents himself learning to play the piano in front of our ears,
Nils Lofgren gets his turn to shine adding a staggering guitar solo in the
middle of the song that manages to be shoulder-shruggingly careless and proudly
defiant all at the same time.
[78] World
On A String
is
Neil at his angry best, sporting a moody Mr
Soul-like down-stepping riff with lyrics about refusing to be fooled by
the trivialities of life any longer because he’s experienced fame and power and
it is a hollow victory. The song’s refrain ‘only real in the way that I feel
from day to day’ has become something of a Young mantra since this song was
written, with the singer determined that after Whitten’s death nobody – be it
pressure from his audience, record company or his now broken band – is going to
stand in the way of his true feelings because life is just too short and
precious to waste pleasing others. The
real greatest line in the song though is when Neil comforts the rest of the
Horse (with Billy squawking alongside him) as he tells us that we are right to
be cross when someone dies needlessly, that ‘it’s not alright to say goodbye’.
Neil’s been a loser and a winner and its all the same – his life doesn’t really
matter that much to anyone but him and is ‘just a game you see me play’, while
the power of having the world on a string doesn’t mean a thing and only
distracts from the life experiences we are meant to be learning. Neil
acknowledges that his ‘search’ for answers from life is what has allowed him to
‘grow’ and finally comes to terms with his guilt with the admission that each
of us ‘call for the shape I’m in’, that no one else can live your life for you.
Neil’s guitar solo (rare for this record) is a good example of this, being at
first glance similarly uncaring in the way it off-handedly throws off a few
notes round the chord structure – and yet the slashing chords at the end of the
solo hint that Neil is a lot more passionate about his playing than he’s
letting on. This song doesn’t mention Whitten or Berry by name by the way, but
the Horse guitarist would have been proud of the snarling funky guitar riff
that opens the song and the piece is obviously written with the two men in mind.
With Nils and Ralph playing the same thrash-heavy chords between them and
Neil’s piano and Ben’s pedal-steel offering the only light and shade the song
sounds like a prowling wolf ready to get us the minute we get too carried away
with our fame and riches and lose sight of who we are. One of the best songs on
the album, its punk rock three years early.
Thank goodness for the
late-addition song [79] Borrowed Tune, which at
last adds some beauty into Neil’s bleak world of chaos and is one of its
authors prettiest, most heart-breakingly beautiful songs, even if the pained
vocal and worried lyrics are melancholia-on-a-stick. Neil could well be in a
drug haze himself as he writes this song, spaced out and ‘wasted’, suddenly
struck by how pointless everything feels. Though Neil never actually comes out
and says it, surely he is numb from grief instead though, the sadness giving
him the same surreal out-of-it blur as any drug could, Neil’s head ‘in the
clouds’. Neil is stuck climbing the ladder of fame he no longer wants, but
finds he has no way to put his feet back on the ground again. The only way to
go is up – but he no longer cares about his fame at all. The line ‘I hope that
it matters – I’m having my doubts’ sums up the whole album in one sentence,
with Neil questioning everyone whose ever praised his records in the past for
being ‘real’ and anyone whose ever offered him a ‘good time’ without showing
the receipt for his hard-living. This is a prequel, of sorts, to [67] ‘Deep
Forbidden Lake’ as Neil looks on aghast as everyone around him serenely skates
on through life the way he once did, without realising how thin the ice is and
how big the drop below them might be. So many friends have fallen through that
hole and yet so many people are oblivious to it and the surface that protects
us is only man-made and liable to break as something bad happens. Neil dreams
of a utopia with ‘no war nearby’ but in one of his best metaphors realises that
the world is too far gone for that to happen, imagining a world ‘an ocean of
shaking hands that grab at the sky’, through malnutrition and drug fixes. By
the end of the song Neil concludes that he’s too far gone to sit down and write
this song properly so is just pouring his thoughts and feelings out to us with
the first tune that came into his brain – though Neil namechecks ‘The Rolling
Stones’ (and somehow avoided giving the notoriously stingy Jagger-Richards a
co-credit) he is too wasted to realise the name orf the song (it’s ‘Aftermath’s
pretty album track ‘Lady Jane’ – even when out of his skull Neil has great
taste). The result may be ‘borrowed’ but it is in no way lazy: Neil’s best
singing on the album is well suited to this sleepy song and his piano and
harmonica are at their best too, a sad painful cry from someone too worn out
from primal screaming but still has oh so very much to tell us.
[80] (Come
On Baby Let’s Go) Downtown is a song well
known to fans of the first Crazy Horse album, where Whitten turns in a much
more polished version, although this slightly earlier and far more energetic
reading is the ‘keeper’ (I’m still mighty fond of Crazy Horse’s unedited ten
minute version on the ‘Scratchy’ set though where Nils excels himself with a
seven minute guitar solo that never takes a breath). Although much older than
anything else on the album, this live version from an otherwise lacklustre
Fillmore East gig in 1970 (released in full in 2006) makes perfect sense here
in the middle of the record. Unlike Bruce’s song, Neil is too emotional to
write a song that’s enough of a tribute to his fallen partner, so it must have
been a relief when he remembered that this song, the perfect tribute, already
existed (Neil contributed the closing lines ‘sure enough they’ll be selling
stuff…’ to the song by the way, interestingly the most drug-filled and least
obscure lines of the whole song). One of Danny Whitten’s last and finest songs,
with its writer taking a suitably gritty vocal on a catchy song with clever
lyrics about the drug underworld, it’s a memorial to what a great talent the
world has lost – and what took him. Indeed this song is deeply spooky in places
– Danny and Neil are having a great time with the lyric, laughing and joking as
they tune into its good time beat and quick-stepping lyrics. What both of them
seem to have missed, though, is that this is a song about meeting up with your
pusher to get more drugs – though sung with an excited high, Neil knows well
all these years on how dangerous this game he and Danny were playing really
was. You wonder what went through his mind when he heard this tape back, kept
safe all those years in his huge vaults – it must have seemed like it came from
another epoch entirely, an innocent time when fleeing the police ‘when the
light shines in your eyes’ was a game, not a matter of life and death. Also Danny
is too subtle a writer to make it clear, but in the context of its place in
this album, the listener knows that it isn’t just the drug dealer’s car
headlights that are making the narrator’s head spin and his eyes burn. This
song represents an escape from the daily grind, Neil acknowledging how
difficult life can be to get through without a fix – but its presence here at
the ‘heart’ of this album is no accident. Just look at the ripples songs like this
that glorified drug taking cause and the tragedies that unfolded. Drug songs
will, however, be a part of rock and roll for time immemorial, a way of
cheating the system that’s usually harmless and before it became touched with
such symbolism this was always one of the best: fiery, pretty, funky and the
closest thing in this entire book to re-capturing the warm glow of love that is
[24] ‘Cinnamon Girl’.
The first side of the
record then rounds out with [81] Mellow My Mind, surely
one of the most ragged, off-key performances to ever get a professional release
– even some of the raw out-takes on the Beatles’ Anthology project are spruced up better than this! Neil’s
voice cracks all over the place as he tries to sing falsetto and he never even
comes close to singing at the right pitch for the band’s wayward backing, but
all that I’ve written isn’t meant to be criticism, but sheer admiration both at
Neil at recording this song in such a powerful way and at the record company
for allowing it through (other groups of the period would have killed for the
sort of support Neil got from Reprise). I’m glad this performance of the song
is on the record because it’s such a fragile and desperate song that it would
sound awkward without the ‘realness’ of the recording to match it. ‘Mind’ is another gorgeous ballad that
doesn’t seem to fit in with the rest of the album lyrically; in fact it could
be read as a second love song were the ambience of the performance a little bit
different. Like ‘Speakin’ Out’ Neil seems to be saying that he could have ended
up taking the same dark path had he not met Carrie and her effect on him is
like a drug: she ‘mellows’ and calms him, loves him unconditionally without the
pressure of the wider world and returns him to a place when he felt safe ‘like
a schoolboy juggling nickels and dimes’. However, the song still touches on two
of the album’s main themes: the emptiness of fame (the damning line about
people satisfied ‘with a fish on a line’ when they have a whole lake to
investigate) and proof that Neil has been thinking about his own narrow escapes
with the grim reaper on the defiant line ‘I’ve been down the road - but I’ve
come back’. Only Neil could write a love song as fucked up s this and only
‘Tonight’s The Night’ could house it, but even so I would say that this is the
least intense and therefore the least interesting of all the ‘Tonight’s The
Night’ songs.
Side two begins with a
song that on most albums would be the joker in the pack, as there’s usually one
in there somewhere on a Neil Young album of any vintage. Yes, [82] Roll
Another Number is a singalong piece of satire,
poking fun at all the musicians who’ve artistically stood still since the halcyon
days of Woodstock
in August 1969 and telling us exactly why Neil felt the need to escape his
image straightjacket. Neil’s dark humour at its blackest, this is an audibly
inebriated Neil telling us all to get high to take away the pain of…losing
people from getting high. In the context
of this album these lyrics sound downright nasty, almost as if it’s willing
every drug-abusing fun-loving hippie into an early grave. Here Neil stops
blaming himself for the deaths of his friends for once and blames the hippie
dream that sucked everybody in despite being impossible. Everyone else can fly serenely
by on the lake if they want to, but Neil can’t go back to that goody-goody-
sugary hippie nonsense now that he’s seen how dark life truly is (although it’s
worth pointing out that Neil will change his mind later, with songs like [387]
‘Walk Like A Giant’ wishing that CSNY had followed through on their status and
influence). Neil feels ‘a million miles
away from those helicopter days’, remembering both the method of transport that
took the bands into the gig over the heads of the audience and the fact that he
was once high, on a pedestal. Neil starts the song in blackness. He can’t see
to put his car keys in his ignition (a metaphor surely for how bleak the world
suddenly seems and his reluctance to go back to his career) and Neil basically
decides to bunk off work. All that’s left to do – in one of this album’s very
mixed messages – is to get high, falling into the same trap that killed his
friends as he takes a high to get through the sheer misery of it and ‘feels
able to get under any load’. Goodness knows what CSNY made of this song, which
is almost a spoof of their hippie utopias – characteristically it was one Neil
decided to sing it on stage with them when they reunited in 1974 and he was
still singing with them even as late as the 1990s.
Again, just when you
feel the album’s going a bit too far Neil sticks in another song to lighten the
mood – but again, only slightly. Everybody’s suddenly singing in key for [83] Albuquerque and its tale of leaving a town for better things
should be the happiest thing on the album – but the weary tune and
slowing-to-a-stop tempo make this another chilling and under-rated highlight of
the record. Neil is alone on tour in a strange place he’s never been to before.
In past Neil Young songs the name of a place is often sung as representing the
character of the people who live there – songs like [53] ‘Alabama’ and [61]
‘L.A.’ that are ugly and smoggy because of the people who live there as much as
the pollution. Here, though, this song takes that template and breaks the song
in two – Neil may be singing about the misery of this new town but he’s really
singing about himself and how depressed he feels. Neil is ‘starving’ to be
alone, desperate to escape daily chit-chat and dreams of running away ‘to
somewhere where they don’t know who I am’. Neil’s narrator also talks again of
wanting to be ‘independent from the scene that I’ve known’, with all of the
usual music-loving hangers-on wanting a piece of him suddenly in the way now
that he wants to be alone to mourn for the deaths of his two friends. Most
songs about the road are about community and togetherness but not this one –
‘Albuquerque’ is about being alone and lost, no matter how many band members,
tour managers and itineraries you might have. The song’s title sounds like a
whole song in itself when drawn out over about ten seconds, representing
perhaps the hope of a new town with new beginnings becoming nothing short of a
religious hymn in the narrator’s mind, in his desperate attempt to leave his
past mistakes behind and start again. Again, though, this album is giving us
mixed messages, being the third song to explicitly mention taking drugs in a
positive sense, even when the rest of the album tells us that is part of the
problem and not the solution. The Crazy Horse ragged harmonies are at their
best here, no longer acting as a fake CSNY pastiche but as a soulful,
passionate ‘choir’ in their own right, raw and powerful. The result is one of
‘Tonight’s best songs, powerful and moving with an agonisingly beautiful melody
that would have been a hit single had it sped up and got happier – but Neil is
just not in the mood. Someone also blatantly walks into a microphone about
two-and-a-half minutes into this track – far from ducking it in the mix like
most artists would, Neil seems to have mixed it even louder to make it sound
more obvious, a rare mistake on the most ‘together’ recording on the album!
Incidentally Neil is right when he sings that ‘Santa Fe is less than ninety
miles away’ but by quite a lot – the difference is more like sixty-five.
[84] New
Mama is the album’s most
beautiful moment and the oldest of Neil’s songs first performed on the ‘Time
Fades Away’ tour but perhaps a little too new to the oven to be fully baked
back then. This is a beautiful fragment of a song on which Crazy Horse’s
harmonies are virtually all there is. This quiet under-stated song features
some of Neil’s best and most poetic lyrics, reflecting on how the title
character’s only escape from stumbling through a life she doesn’t understand is
to retreat to her own dreamland. Though the lyric doesn’t come out and say it,
‘New Mama’ is surely taking drugs, so haunted by the mess she has made of her
life that she escapes it the only way she knows how. This song feels like
Neil’s defence to anyone who argues that all junkies have it coming by playing
with fire. Drugs are an addiction, a sickness and we are all susceptible to it
through our need to escape our lives. ‘Changing times, ancient reasons’ are
given as the reason she took to the needle and in the short-term it works:
there are no clouds in the ‘changing skies’ of drug trips going on under her
eye-lids and ‘each morning’ she wakes up somewhere beautiful and new. What’s
unsaid in this song – though hinted at by the monk-like harmonies – is that
every time she takes drugs she’s gambling with death and one day she isn’t
going to wake up at all, trapped in her ‘dreamland’ permanently. The song is
disorientating in the extreme, with Neil’s narrator hopping from the first
person to the third person on seemingly every line, but the performance is one
of the most heartfelt and committed on this most heartfelt and committed of
albums – especially Talbot and Molina who excel themselves with their faltering
yet exquisite harmonies here. Chilling in its under-statedness (just compare
this version to Stephen Stills’ cover of the track on his ‘Stills’ album of
1975; at the time he didn’t know Neil hjad revived this album and was covering
a song he wanted the public to hear), this is another album highlight, one of
the most beautiful and certainly the one of the most poetic tracks to ever
grace a Neil Young record.
[85] Lookout
Joe is
a final track included to lighten the mood but, well, only by comparison – its
slashing guitar work and grating vocal would make it heavy-going on any other
Neil Young release of the 1970s. The song is credited to ‘The Stray Gators’
interestingly, which suggests that it is an outtake from the ‘Harvest’ period,
although the song feels as if it fits with those recordings even less than this
album. Perhaps that’s fitting: poor ‘Lookout Joe’ is a man whose doomed to
always be out of place. Though yet again the song is ambiguous in the extreme
its generally reckoned to be the tale of a Vietnam veteran coming home and not
understanding how he used to live the way he did, surrounded by people who are
still innocent while his own life has clearly changed. You can see why Neil
included it here given his state of mind and yet you can tell that this song is
easily the weakest here. It’s story-song, full of characters we never get to
know that well and is more interested in what Joe is coming home to than what
he’s been through. The chorus ‘old times were good times’ is clearly meant to
be half ironic – these don’t sound good times at all but early warnings that
were never heeded, from the friend called Bill where ‘a Cadillac put a hole in
his arm’ (by money via drugs or an accident?) to a girlfriend called Millie who
‘took my brain’ (that doesn’t sound like a fun night to me). The result is like
going to a school reunion and realising how much you’ve changed when everyone
around you hasn’t. However what should on paper work well just gets our back
up: Neil plays not Joe but his un-named friend welcoming him back to an old way
of life as if nothing has changed, his angry slashes of guitar pure ugliness
without the grace and beauty of the rest of this album and this character is
deeply irritating, repeating himself over and over. Indeed, the sympathy we’re
urged to feel for the characters in this song seems fake in the context of the
other 11 all-too-real tracks, even though the war imagery and the hook-line
mourning ‘old times, but good times’ fits in well with this record’s overall
message of what to do when you lose somebody dear.
No doubts about [86] Tired Eyes though which is one of Neil’s most original and
brilliant songs. The more I listen to Neil’s sprawling back catalogue en masse
the more I realise that there is nobody to touch Neil for writing songs about
death and loss. [18] ‘The Old Laughing Lady’, [88] ‘Dangerbird’, much of
‘Prairie Wind’ – there’s something about quivering voice and favourite chord
changes that allow Neil to get away with real authentic drama that in other
hands would sound over the top. ‘Tired Eyes’ is my favourite though and it’s a
song not about a president, not about a family member, not even Danny Whitten,
but just a random somebody whose life led to nothing. No one else would have
even noticed the death of this ‘loser’, most would have said his drug-addled
death was ‘good riddance’, but Neil can see so much life that got taken away by
so much death and he hates the fact it ended up this way. No wonder he keeps
vainly trying to advise the corpse to rise – something that’s clearly an act of
utter pointlessness – because every life has a chance at a happy ending and
Neil’s so frustrated that we ended up here, the tired eyes that have seen too
much overcoming a life that should have had more to give. Crazy Horse weep big
buckets for a men they had never met and whom they would probably cross the
road to avoid, but they mourn him anyway because it’s the humane thing to
do. A half-spoken half-sung, pleading
conversation with someone we can’t hear, reflecting on someone’s wasted life
and urging their corpse to wake up from their self-inflicted stupor one last
time, this song is for one of the many millions who die every day and who no
one even notices. We don’t even learn the name of the man in the song who dies
at a drive-by shooting, a drug peddler whose client decided to shoot instead of
pay and it may well be that Neil did his usual ‘Ohio’ trick here and read about
this incident in the papers rather than knew anyone who went through it
firsthand. It feels real though, painfully so even for this album, as Neil
imagines himself cradling his friend and trying to wake him up. This song could
have got very cliched very quickly but what impresses so is how detached
everyone is: Neil sings the song as if in a daze, his voice cracking
emotionally only when he urges the corpse to ‘open up the tired eyes’. With its
mentions of drug deals gone wrong and of gun-wielding mafia men who put bullet
holes in the mirrors of the dead character’s car, Neil does everything he can
to strip away the glory and glamour of drugs and ends up creating a Tarantino
film in the process. This song is far more moving with it, though, with Neil’s
soliloquy too late to do any good but one he feels he has to pass on anyway. Neil
does wonders with the lyric, summing up someone who everyone else would have
dismissed: ‘was he just a loser? What do you mean his car had bullet-holes in
the mirrors?’ The line that will haunt everyone forever though is the simple
truth at the heart of this song: like Danny, like Bruce, this victim ‘tried to
do his best – but he could not’. The title phrase is also a very invocative
one, a precursor to Art Garfunkel’s hit Bright
Eyes in the way it struggles to comprehend how somebody who was so full
of life could be gone so suddenly, with eyes a person’s ‘window to the soul’ –
Neil doesn’t just mean waking them up and making them alive again but waking
them up to reality, to see that their life was always going to end up this way
if they didn’t do something to stop it first. Neil sounds drunk, both on booze
and on emotion and the recording of the song is as loose as a recording can get
without falling apart altogether (and even this one goes over the edge on
occasions). Horrifically, worryingly, brutally real, this a song where even the
guilty are really innocent and where even murderers and drug-pushers deserve
redemption because they weren’t in control of their lives. Neil has seen it
happened and the moment when he tries to offer his advice to someone he knows
won’t take it and is doomed will haunt me to my grave. ‘If he was a friend of
yours…’ spits Neil at one point, never quite ending a sentence which would
surely end ‘you would make a record like Tonight’s The Night’ too. ‘Tired Eyes’
is a rare song that tells it like it is, where nobody wins and everybody loses.
All that’s left is for
a reprise of the title track [76b] 'Tonight's The Night' and unbelievably this
second version is even looser and more ragged than the first. Neil’s used this
trick of bookending an album with two different versions of the same song a few
times now (‘Freedom’ and ‘Rust Never Sleeps’ for two), but back
in 1975 it was a daring, original move as Neil takes up precious vinyl to drive
the point home about his comrade’s pointless deaths just one more time. Less
well known than the earlier version (included on ‘Decade’), this reprise makes
for an interesting alternative without ever quite matching its better known
cousin, being taken at a faster lick and sounding more like a conventional pop
song than a drunken tribute, despite the fact that the musicians seem to be
learning it as they go along. Leaving it here seems to be asking the listener
‘what have you learnt?’ It is easy to dismiss Bruce’s story as if he had it
coming to him – he was, after all, a drug addict who knew that drugs could kill
him. But by the end of the album hopefully the listener has greater empathy
over how he wasn’t fully in control of his life choices and how bad things can
happen to good people without warning for no apparent reason. We could be the
next Bruce Berry if the dark side gets too much for us and we go too far.
Tonight might be our night to go too soon too.
In all, ‘Tonight’s The
Night’ feels like a journey. One we didn’t want to take most of the time, but
one we had to. At other times it feels like an AA meeting: Neil speaks to us
not from up high but as one of us, acknowledging the hard struggles of life
that make us do foolish things and opening up about his own experiences. It is,
of course, not the sort of album you want to play if you want something cute,
light and silly. It was designed to make the few surviving Neil collectors run
for the hills (although it is a misnomer that this album didn’t sell; oddly enough its #25 US chart peak puts it
equal with prettier comeback album ‘Zuma’). However it is an album perfect for
AAA meetings too, with lots to discuss and a bravery and courage like few other
albums. Where my family and neighbours hear a drunken mess I hear an album
that’s so desperate to keep it real it can’t help but mess up sometimes because
‘Tonight’s The Night’ is, after all, an album about acknowledging mistakes and
the fact that everyone makes them, even if people don’t often pay the high
price that Danny and Bruce once did. A glorious send-off, full of high emotion
and spirit (in both meanings of the word) ‘Tonight’s The Night’ is the perfect
goodbye to dear departed friends. All that’s left is for Neil to find his way
slowly back to full health and recover from the storms of the past few years.
His next album will find him ‘on the beach’ – and, weirdly, that description
works whether you are reading these albums in the order they were recorded or
the order they were released…
A
now complete list of Neil Young and related articles at Alan’s Album Archives:
'Neil Young' (1968) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2013/10/neil-young-1968-album-review.html
'Everybody Knows This Is
Nowhere' (1969)
http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/04/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-everybody.html
‘After The Goldrush’ (1970)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/neil-young-after-goldrush-1970.html?utm_source=BP_recent
'Crazy Horse' (1971) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/11/news-views-and-music-issue-48-crazy.html
'Harvest' (1972)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/07/neil-young-harvest-1972.html
'Time Fades Away' (1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/neil-young-time-fades-away-1973.html
'Time Fades Away' (1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/neil-young-time-fades-away-1973.html
'On The Beach' (1974)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/neil-young-on-beach-1974.html
'Tonight's The Night' (1975) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-66-neil-young-tonights-night.html
'Zuma' (1975)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/02/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-zuma-1975.html
'American Stars 'n' Bars' (1977) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/08/news-views-and-music-issue-70-neil.html
'Comes A Time' (1978) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/04/news-views-and-music-issue-29-neil.html
'American Stars 'n' Bars' (1977) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/08/news-views-and-music-issue-70-neil.html
'Comes A Time' (1978) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/04/news-views-and-music-issue-29-neil.html
'Rust Never Sleeps' (1979)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2014/01/neil-young-rust-never-sleeps-1979-album.html
'Hawks and Doves' (1980) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/03/news-views-and-music-issue-26-neil.html
'Hawks and Doves' (1980) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/03/news-views-and-music-issue-26-neil.html
'RelAclTor'
(1981) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-re-ac-tor.html
'Trans' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-84-neil-young-trans-1982.html
'Trans' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-84-neil-young-trans-1982.html
'Everybody's Rockin'
(1983)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2017/01/neil-young-everybodys-rockin-1983.html
'Old Ways' (1985)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2016/10/neil-young-old-ways-1985.html
‘Landing On Water’ (1986) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/05/neil-young-landing-on-water-1986.html
‘Landing On Water’ (1986) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/05/neil-young-landing-on-water-1986.html
'Life' (1987) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/03/news-views-and-music-issue-56-neil.html
‘This Note’s For You’
(1988)
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/08/neil-young-this-notes-for-you-1988.html
'Freedom' (1988) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-92-neil-young-freedom-1988.html
'Freedom' (1988) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-92-neil-young-freedom-1988.html
'Ragged Glory' (1990)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/12/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-ragged-glory.html
'Weld' (1991) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-95-neil-young-weld-1991.html
'Weld' (1991) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-95-neil-young-weld-1991.html
'Harvest Moon' (1992)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/neil-young-harvest-moon-1992.html
'Sleeps With Angels' (1993) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/11/news-views-and-music-issue-121-neil.html
'Mirror Ball' (1995) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/06/news-views-and-music-issue-103-neil.html
'Sleeps With Angels' (1993) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/11/news-views-and-music-issue-121-neil.html
'Mirror Ball' (1995) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/06/news-views-and-music-issue-103-neil.html
'Broken Arrow' (1997) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/07/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-broken-arrow.html
‘Silver and Gold’ (2000)
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/09/neil-young-silver-and-gold-2000.html
‘Are You Passionate?’
(2002)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/04/neil-young-and-mgs-are-you-passionate.html
'Greendale' (2003)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2016/05/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-greendale.html
‘Prairie Wind’(2005) http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2013/02/neil-young-prairie-wind-2005.html
‘Prairie Wind’(2005) http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2013/02/neil-young-prairie-wind-2005.html
‘Living With War’ (2006)
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/10/neil-young-living-with-war-2006.html
‘Chrome Dreams II’ (2007)
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/07/neil-young-chrome-dreams-two-2007.html
'Fork In The Road' (2009)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/08/neil-young-fork-in-road-2009.html
'Le Noise' (2011) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/04/news-views-and-music-issue-94-neil.html
'A Treasure' (1986/2012) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/06/news-views-and-music-issue-147-neil.html
'Le Noise' (2011) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2011/04/news-views-and-music-issue-94-neil.html
'A Treasure' (1986/2012) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/06/news-views-and-music-issue-147-neil.html
‘Psychedelic Pill’ (2012) http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2013/06/neil-young-and-crazy-horse-psychedelic.html
'Storytone' (2014)
http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/12/neil-young-storytone-2014.html
'The Monsanto Years'
(2015) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/09/neil-young-and-promise-of-real-monsanto.html
'Peace Trail' (2016) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2017/02/neil-young-peace-trail-2016.html
‘The Visitor’ (2017) https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/12/neil-young-and-promise-of-real-visitor.html
The Best Unreleased Neil
Young recordings http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/07/neil-young-best-unreleased-recordings.html
Five Unreleased Albums https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/11/neil-young-guide-to-five-unreleased.html
Non-Album
Recordings Part One 1963-1974 https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/11/neil-young-non-album-recordings-part.html
Non-Album
Recordings Part Two 1977-2016 https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/11/neil-young-non-album-recordings-part_27.html
Live/Compilation/Crazy
Horse Albums Part One 1968-1972
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/12/neil-young-livecompilationarchivecrazy.html
Live/Compilation/Crazy
Horse Albums Part Two 1977-2016
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2017/12/neil-young-livecompilationarchivecrazy_18.html
Surviving TV
Clips 1970-2016
Landmark Concerts and Key
Cover Versions https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/07/neil-young-five-landmark-concerts-and.html
Neil Essay: Will To Love –
Spiritualism and The Unseen In Neil’s Music
https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/07/neil-young-essay-will-to-love.html
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