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Though sadly John Lennon didn't live long enough to become the 'ninety year old guru' sitting in his rocking chair as always dreamed of becoming, he had a very full and productive life. More home recordings exist for Lennon that probably any other artist in the history of popular music, often turning to the tape recorder when he's got no more than the basis of an idea and a starting point. By the sound of it Lennon had always worked like this, with Paul McCartney working with him on a whole pile of cassettes in the Beatles era - most of which were thrown out by Cynthia or Jane Asher, much to the collective horror of many Beatlemaniacs down the years. The earliest Lennon demo that seems to have survived is a scruffy surprisingly folk-rock version of 'She Said She Said' in 1966 - however there are so many out there that we've cut this article down to just the tapes Lennon made when starting out on his solo career, from the point in 1968 when he began working with Yoko.
However the vast
majority of our article comes from one busy period in particular. One o the
biggest myths about Lennon was that during his house-husband years of late
1975-late 1980 he never had so much as a musical thought. That clearly wasn't
the case as Lennon was as prolific as ever during those years - what he lacked
was a desire to go through all the record company hoops to get his music out
there. Who knows how many if any of these tapes Lennon would have returned to
as part of his 'comeback' or even how long that comeback might have lasted, but
we do know that a few of the songs discarded circa 1978 were revived in quite
different form for both 'Double Fantasy'
and 'Milk and Honey' in 1980. Interestingly Lennon has adopted a quite
different writing style, nine times out of ten using the piano rather than the
guitar to interpret his latest muse and as was the habit of a lifetime quite
often left his demos sketchy, sometimes coming back to them to extend them when
he got struck by another idea. For the most part Lennon sounds oddly melancholy
- not as desperately emotional as the early solo years or even the 'Walls and
Bridges' era but decidedly 'down' compared to the comeback album and
half-finished follow-up.
One of the biggest myths about Lennon was that
he turned his back on music forever There's a particular emphasis on the
supposedly 'quiet' year of 1978, right in the middle of the 'house husband
years', when a rather melancholic sounding Lennon took to the tape recorder
again as and when the muse struck Though not everything Lennon wrote was gold dust,
there 's enough promise in what Lennon ultimately abandoned to have filled at
least two more albums after the completed 'Double Fantasy' and half-started
'Milk and Honey', most of them piano ballads in the same vein as the
'Threetles' reunion singles 'Free As A Bird' and 'Real Love' (though, generally
speaking, most are better, making it odd that Yoko should have chosen the pair
of songs she did to give to Paul, George and Ringo). Do please note by the way
that Lennon couldn't care less what date it was when he taped most of these ,
never mind pass the info on to bootleggers, so the dates are general at best -
to save time we've lumped most of these tapes under 1978, the mid-year of
Lennon's 'retirement' when we know he was writing a lot, though we could be up
to two years out either way.
However even before we get that far there are
plenty of alternate versions out there to enjoy with lots of choice demos and
alternate takes from all of Lennon's 'mainstream' solo work well worth being
given an official release. If you're a proper longterm Lennon fan you might
recognise many of these names from the long-running radio series 'The Lost
Lennon Tapes'. A true treasure trove of unheard tapes chosen by Yoko and
presenter Elliott Mintz (a Lennon family friend) together, it ran for a
ridiculous 218 episodes between January 24th 1988 and March 29th 1992 on the
American channel Westwood Radio One Network. That alone should tell you what a
mammoth task it is covering everything unreleased Lennon did, so we've only
gone with the highlights - the recordings that still desperately deserve a
release rather than the ones in the 'it would be nice' category. Many fans
expected a lush and pricey series of box sets to follow, but actually Yoko has
proved to be impressively reluctant to cash-in on her husband's legacy and so
far only one box set appeared featuring these recordings and a good deal of
still un-broadcast material as late as 1998 ('The Lennon Anthology'), with a
couple of single disc sets 'Acoustic' (2004) and 'The Home Tapes' (as part of
the 'Signature' box set of 2010) to follow. Hopefully there'll be at least
another box set to come in the future - until then though that still leaves
several hundred priceless rare recordings for the bootleggers however (and no
doubt Lennon would have approved, being a keen collector of Beatle bootlegs
himself!)
1)
Two Virgins Opening
(1968)
The 'Two Virgins' recording made on May 18th 1968 didn't actually
start with Lennon turning his synthesiser on and Lennon sqauwking but with some
playful chat that's actually a lot more interesting than most of the record. Yoko
tries to explain to a disbelieving Lennon how to create 'avant garde art' and
just 'let his mind go'. He's too busy making jokes though ('You're not going to
turn the lights out and leave me alone in the room doing the one note are
you?') and interrupting Yoko's wails to ask 'excuse me, am I meant to wait
until you finish?' He really tickles Yoko's funnybone - this is the most I've
heard her laugh in forty years' worth of recordings!) and Lennon does his
impression of the posh Abbey Road engineers counting her in ('Take it from the
top won't you love? Bit more sweep as you come round the sidewind!') Yoko
apologises, even though it's John whose wasting time (and tape!) leaving Lennon
to kindly add 'it's alright - we'll wait for her won't we ladies and
gentlespoons?'
2)
A Case Of The Blues
(Demo c.1968)
Sounding like a White album era demo, this song isn't so much a
blues as a skiffle rocker performed on acoustic guitar. A less intense 'Yer
Blues' John speaks about the futility of hiding his feelings when to the outer
world they're obvious: 'everyone knows it, it's a case of the blues'. A nicely
retro rocker that has an inventive slowing-down section at the end.
3)
Give Peace A Chance
(Demo c.1969)
Lennon's just had a bright idea for his honeymoon so gets a quick
sketch of it down on tape. More uptempo and angry than the finished product -
and obviously without the massed singalongs - Lennon's early idea for the song
seems to have been more of a spoof of gospel music, complete with 'right ons'
and 'alrights'. Interestingly, the lyrics to the verses which he always
considered rushed and 'less important' than the chorus are all here complete,
suggesting this isn't a very early draft of the song.
4)
Power To The People
(Alternate Version 1969)
The finished version of 'Power To The People' is a communal chant,
complete with a large chorus singing along and stomping their feet. A version
exists with Lennon singing a solo guide vocal, however, alongside a saxophone
part that's barely heard on the finished version. Like many a Lennon song, the
final version is so over-produced it loses some of it's raw edge and grit but
this rough take is terrific, Lennon coming close to some early primal screaming
as he tears into his working class supporting lyrics. Right on, brother!
1)
Mother (Alternate Take)
if you think the finished take of this song is 'raw', that's nothing
on the outtakes. Lennon is so busy spitting out his words he barely plays any
piano and Klaus' bass is way down low, so all you really get is the very
different vocal and Ringo's drums ticking away like a metronome. Lennon peaks
much earlier but clips most of his lines throughout the song short as if
sobbing. It is perhaps not quite up to the finished version but it's still
hauntingly 'real', especially the 'Children don't do what I have done' verse
that's performed at twice the adrenalin of the first half of the song.
2)
I Found Out (Demo 1970)
So far the 'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' LP has become by far the best
represented on outtakes sets with multiple versions of all eleven albums tracks
around - enough for a deluxe double disc set at least if Yoko ever wants to
re-issue the albums on CD again. A handful of different versions exist though,
such as a slightly different and much longer version of 'I Found Out' in demo
form. Great as the finished product is I think I prefer the demo version even
more, with Lennon truly solo and destroying his acoustic guitar with some very
psychedelic guitar slashes in his fury. Although, funnily enough, Lennon's
actual vocal is the most 'together' of all the Plastic Ono Band era, dripping
with detached contempt rather than wild fury however much of a wreck he's
turning his guitar into. There's a solitary lyric change: 'I seen through
junkies, I seen through them all, I seen neuroses from Jesus to Paul!'
3)
Remember (Unedited
Version 1970)
The finished album take of 'Remember' did not end with the sound of
Guy Fawkes blowing up the houses of parliament as per the album, but with a
demented fade-out that runs for a full four minutes extra. Lennon appears
schizophrenic, telling Klaus Voormann and Ringo (on bass and drums) 'okay - you
can stop!' but his fingers have found a great piano groove that he's enjoying
too much to end. 'Dur-dee-doo-BAM-bam-bam-BAM-bam-bam-BAM-bam-bam-BAM-bam-bam'
he goes over and over again, playing faster and faster so that the track gets
more and more hypnotic and out of control while someone (possibly Lennon
overdubbed) fiddles around on organ. Lennon starts to sing along and goes into
an improvisation ('She was rolling and polling and molling along...') which
Lennon credits to Frank Zappa though none of his songs really fit ('Brown Shoes
Don't Make It' being about the closest).Enjoying himself Lennon laughs 'avant
garde - that's French for bullshit!' and jokingly tells his fellow players
'don't lose it now - this is a serious piece of work!' However it's Lennon who
loses his way first, dropping the chords to take up a quick improvisation on
the piano's black notes. Till the end though it's thrillingly intense and the
album version could easily have lasted up to the six minute mark. A slightly
different mix also reveals that the take actually started with a thump of
Ringo's drums before Lennon's thick heavy piano chords joined in and that
there's a jew's harp being twanged in the background.
4)
God (Demo 1970)
Good as the 'God' demo on the
'Anthology' is it's no match for the rather straighter demo Lennon put
together of his song. Sung to a country and western style acoustic backing, the
song has a surprisingly upbeat feel unlike the careful thoughtful plod of the
finished product. Lennon hasn't added 'Beatles' to his shopping list of broken
faith systems yet and instead of pausing for emotional effect simply ploughs on
without stopping that 'I just believe in me - Yoko and me!' 'Hallelujah
brothers!' he slyly adds at the end despite having just knocked every religious
faith ever made off their perch.
5)
My Mummy's Dead
(Alternate Version)
Lennon returned to the simple album closer more than any other
'Plastic Ono Band' song. Though less numb with pain and slightly clearer than
the finished version, this one is easily the best, capturing more nuances in
Lennon's emotional vocal and ending in an instrumental repeat of the 'three
blind mice' melody that runs for a full verse instead of simply ending.
6)
Imagine (Alternate Take
1971)
Sung with the same echo as the finished product, but without all the
accoutrements and the slightly buried vocal of the finished product, this is a
different rehearsal take to the one on the 'Imagine' soundtrack (John even
sings the ending 'properly' this time!) Lennon's vocal is right upfront where
it deserves to be and it's a great one, full of pathos and emotion that makes
up for a rather wobbly Jim Keltner drum part. Interestingly the band back out
for the third 'Imagine no possessions' verse' which is performed with the same
subtle acoustic vibe as the first verse.
7)
Imagine (Strings Overdub
1971)
I'll be honest with you - despite being a huge Lennon fan I've never
really taken to Lennon's most famous song
'Imagine' much. Lennon wrote many better lyrics on the theme and the
melody is subtler than most in his catalogue. The first time I fell head over
heels for it was hearing the string arrangement part solo, which sounds like
the score from the best film soundtrack ever made, sweeping in with sheer
unadulterated emotion - and in effect doing the very opposite to Lennon's
rather detached performance underneath. This lovely warm arrangement will be a
shoe-in if we ever do an AAA classical prom one day!
8)
Jealous Guy (Alternate
Version 1971)
Many many alternate versions of this classic song exist all
featuring some truly gorgeous Lennon lead vocals. Though the finished version
of this song has gone for a more 'dreamy' feel, the rehearsal take is much more
up-front and 'human', Lennon's forlorn vocal still smothered in echo but
revealing every little nuance. It's all very fitting to a song about apology
and being human.
9)
Gimme Some Truth
(Alternate Version 1971)
One of the best tracks from 'Imagine' but with the overdubs kept to
a minimum and Lennon's acerbic vocal mixed up close where you can actually hear
it. And what a vocal it is, as Lennon wraps his tonsils round the line 'no
short haired yellow bellied son of tricky dicky's gonna mother hubbard soft
soap me for just a pocketful of dope!' An early mix also includes George
Harrison's first pass at a guitar solo which isn't quite as polished as the
record - this was George's preferred way of working his life-long, playing with
the musicians live but coming back to perfect his solo after everyone had gone
home. There's a longer fade too with Lennon getting increasingly carried away
on his 'all I want are the truths'!
Lennon at his mocking sarcastic best and so much better than the
completed mix.
10)
I Don't Wanna Be A
Soldier (Alternate Version 1971)
One of the 'Imagine' tracks I never much cared for sounds much
better heard in a rawer, funkier no-frills version. There's very little here,
just Lennon's scratchy guitar, Klaus' bass and Jim Keltner's drumming but the
power trio cook up a real storm of noise and Lennon handles his vocal better,
getting louder and louder with each passing verse as the recording takes off
and soars from a wayward start. A lyric change has Lennon not wanting to become
a 'lawyer' rather than a 'failure'. I don't wanna hear the version with
overdubs no more, mamma, that finished version doesn't seem to wanna try.
11)
Oh My Love (Alternate
Version 1971)
The Imagine album's hidden classic, 'Oh My Love' was nearly perfect
as it was. And yet the rehearsal take edges closer to heaven still, with less
production technique getting in the way of one of Lennon's prettiest vocals of
all and a backing track that's just the right side of sloppy. I don't know
about the world, but everything is clear in the mix at least.
12)
How Do You Sleep?
(Alternate Version 1971)
John's damning attack on Paul was never my favourite Lennon moment,
but for those who love this song they need to hear Lennon's ice-cold rehearsal
version in which he growls his way through his most acerbic lyric, sounding
less passionate but more quietly vengeful. A lengthy fade, with George
performing some slightly different guitar parts, stretches the song out to some
eight minutes but Lennon sounds less than happy with him and ticks George off
for 'racing ahead' (so that's two Beatles he's insulted with one track!)
13)
How? (Demo 1971)
A suitably stuttering, timid demo for a song about uncertainty, this
is clearly a version arrangement of the song with Lennon still feeling his way
round the piano keyboard looking for 'clues' about where to go. He's also
obsessed with the opening line, repeating it several times and coming up with a
slightly different lyric ('How can I go home when I don't know the way, I'm not
sure of it!') that doesn' quite work. However what does work is what comes
next, Lennon reaching out for some 'Hey Jude' style soul lines and wearily
moving to an unhappy minor key for some belated resolution 'wo-a-woah no, we
don't know, Yo-o-o-ko' he sighs, the song coming to a halt.
14)
Happy Xmas (War Is
Over)' (Demo c.1971)
One of the greatest moments in this list, John picks out his festive
single's pretty tune on a guitar while singing much more directly to the
listener with all that echo and all those sleigh bells (lovely though they
are). Lennon's song of hope and peace at yuletide has never sounded more
personal or intimate, with Lennon going into falsetto for Yoko's part and 'doo
doo doo'ing the lines he hasn't written yet ('...and a happy new year, let's
hope it's a good one without any fear'). My copy comes with a charming attached
coda that sounds like a 90 second Beatles Christmas Fanclub outtake. 'Greetings
from the home of John and Yoko' announces John before Yoko wishes us a happy
Christmas and the pair pick out a simple, plodding piano song with the chorus
'merry merry merry Christmas!' John and Yoko end up going into counterpoint
harmony (he: 'Merry merry merry Christmas', she: 'John and Yoko want to say
Merry Christmas') in a charming festive moment that should have been on the
back of the single.
15)
Uncle Albert-My Sweet
Lord ('Party' cover October 1971)
Lennon had an eventful 31st birthday party. He spent the afternoon
at the revived 'You Are Here' art exhibition where he spent most of it scowling
at the patrons and answering their questions at a press conference with more
questions. The night was a drunken party full of friends (Ringo among them)
which quickly developed into a taped singalong. In between bursts of 'Happy
Birthday' Lennon tackles two highly sarcastic versions of two recent classic by
his fellow Beatles. Lennon doesn't bother to learn Paul's 'Uncle Albert' part
but seems keen on the sheer banality of the second 'hand across the water' part
which he ad libs and 'doo doo doos' along with, changing the lines to 'hands
across the sea' and ending up in his own improvised 'Uncle Albert with nobody'
section which bears nothing in common with the original on 'Ram'. Sadly the
tapes cuts out here but cuts back in again in time to hear a drunken Lennon
singing 'I really wanna see you lord, oh yes I do!' in honour of George
Harrison's 1970 hit 'My Sweet Lord'. For all his sarcasm, though, note that
Lennon has gone to the bother of learning both songs, proudly rattling off the
chord changes in the middle. Well, it makes a change for the usual object of
Lennon's wrath 'Yesterday' which was performed in every rendition going from
horror movie to crooner!
16)
New York City (Demo
c.1971)
Moving on to 'Sometime In New York City', many of these demos sound
a lot better than the finished products with even Lennon's notoriously wayward
sense of time a better match than Elephant's Memory. 'New York City' sounds
like a fun up tempo blues in this version with several different lyrics cut
from the final version including a very different first verse: 'We was holding
Jerry Rubin by the hand, up come a man with a guitar in some sand'. Other lyric
changes include 'A sitar trying to be a guitar' and 'I was shooting up speed
until I couldn't read, say you got to koo-koo today'. The winner of best line
though has to be: 'She was dressed in hot pants which put me in a trance'...
17)
Sisters O Sisters (Demo
c.1971)
Strictly speaking a Yoko demo, but it features some classic Lennon
guitar strumming and some nice background vocals so we've left this classic Ono
moment in anyhow. Yoko's vocal is more in tune than the finished version and
like her husband Yoko sounds much better solo-tracked without echo as per most
of her recordings. The song, always one of 'NYC's better moments, sounds ever
more charming in this version, with Yoko sounding genuinely excited and
positive.
18)
Make Love Not War (Early Version 'Mind Games'
1973)
Lennon's demos for next single 'Mind Games' were styled after the
famous slogan 'make love, not war' but Lennon considered it such a cliché that
it was only a stop-gap until he came up with something better ('I know you've
heard it before' is his next line). However 'Mind Games' sounds rather good in
this early version which is a similar but different take to the version on
'Anthology', running a full two minutes longer. Oh-oh yeah!
19)
Call My Name (Early
Version 'Aisumasen' 1973)
An early version of the lovely apology 'Aisumasen', Lennon sounds
suitably shocked and desperate as he vows to make things up to Yoko, even using
her own language to do so. Lennon is struggling with the guitar part and has to
stop for a couple of re-takes before finally getting through the song - it's a
close run thing, though, given the grief in his voice.
20)
I Know (Early Version
c.1973)
Another 'Mind Games' demo, Lennon tells us proudly at the start that
'this is a new version with an added middle eight'. Though Lennon appears to be
either taping this with a dodgy mike or outside on a very windy day, it's a
great performance that's much more likeable and more emotional than the rather
timid version that made it to the album.
21)
Say It Again ('You Are
Here' early version c.1973)
A different alternate take to the one on 'Anthology' this version
has Lennon almost whispering the lyric over a more predominantly caribbean
backing of steel drums and slide guitars. It's an interesting different
direction for an under-rated song and rather fitting in that' the song is all
about travel and broadening your horizons. There's no icky female choir either,
which is a definite plus!
22)
Bring On The Lucie (Demo
1973)
hands down the best song off 'Mind Games', though, is 'Bring On The
Lucie' one last burst of Lennon political bile. The finished version will be
one of Lennon's greatest anti-Nixon rants but this very early demo sounds more
like a sloganeering 'NYC' outtake which has only got as far as the slide guitar
riff and a sort of early version of what will become the chporus. 'Free the
people now! Jail the judges now! Set the people free! Keep the mothers now! If
you want it, now! Do it do it do it now!' Only a fragment perhaps, but still a
fascinating fragment.
23)
Tight A$$ (Radio
Phone-In) (1973)
Another classic clip that's rarely heard, Lennon and guitar are
guesting on a local New York radio programme plugging his 'Mind Games' album.
He gets a request from a caller to play 'the one after Mind Games on the Mind
Games' album but neither she nor he can remember what song that is. So an
assistant gets sent off to track down a copy and Lennon finds to his delight
that it's his wise-cracking 'Tight A$$'. Lennon performs the song solo as a
squirrelly blues that really shows off the taut little riff at the heart of
this song and the opening riff goes on for nearly a minute as Lennon tries to
remember his words. The song sounds great heard without all the extras and
overdubs, as Lennon does his best blues singer impression and the song sounds
impressively tough and meaty on this version, showing again what an under-rated
acoustic guitar player Lennon was. Now why on earth wasn't this on the
'Acoustic' album for aspiring players? Even I might have given it a go after
hearing this gem!
24)
Meat City (Demo c.1973)
Sung almost to the tune of 'She'll be coming round the mountain when
she comes', the initial very sparse demo of the hard-hitting 'Mind Games'
closer sounds a lot more 'normal' if still not amongst Lennon's greatest
triumphs. Lennon has fun with the guitar riff though, turning it into its own
lengthy instrumental break and seems to be writing an early version of 'Steel
and Glass' in the middle eight which has the same 'na na na hey' middle eight
that's missing only the strings (removed from the 'Meat City' studio version. A
worried Lennon stops midway through because he can see a red light on his
recorder. 'Oh it is on!' he exclaims and gets right back into the groove with a
much faster and tighter rendition.
25)
Intuition (Demo c.1973)
Lennon's all-singing all-dancing happy song from 'Mind Games' is
given the clo0d-hopping piano treatment and it's hard to tell whether Lennon's
vocal here is as genuine or whether it's bitter and sarcastic. The chorus isn't
written yet, which is a relief to be honest, leaving Lennon to drift off into
an unfinished round of piano chords and an abandoned middle eight: 'You know
that I can be sure, and you've got to be so sore, you know life can be long and
you've got to be so strong'. Lennon may have realised that he's strayed into
the chorus from his old song 'How?' and decides to have a trip down memory lane
instead, branching out into his favoured 'the dream is over' passage from 'God'
to round us out.
26)
Going Down On Love
(Early Version 1974)
At long last we can hear Lennon scream 'I'm drowning in a sea of
hatred!' as if he means it, with a 'Menlove Avenue' styled sparse version of the
'Walls and Bridges' opener. The backing musicians are all playing loose and
funky with a real guitar groove going on between Lennon and Jesse Ed Davis. The
song sounds very different without all the extra, much moodier than the
finished product and with a 'do-eo-o-e-own' vocal wobble that recalls Lennon's
similar style on 'I Want You (She's So Heavy)'.
27)
#9 Dream (Demos 1974)
Lennon re-recorded his demo for '#9 Dream' several times, sounding
suitably sleepy in each of them as if he still has visions of the dream that
inspired it running through his head. The tune is there, although both verse
and chorus are much shorter here, but the lyric was quite different. 'So long
ago - when I was a boy' Lennon sings, in a similar way to 'She Said She Said' but
the mood is much more nostalgic. A second demo doesn't get much further than
the first, but a third demo finally adds the lyric we know and love right until
the middle eight which is proving the hardest part of the song to nail: 'And I
walk down the street feeling so fine 'cause I know she is mine...' A
fascinating chance to see the progress of Lennon's creative vision.
28)
Surprise Surprise (Sweet
Bird Of Paradox) (Demo c.1974)
This demo starts in the middle eight ('Well I was wondering how long
this could go on...') and treats the song as a sad and lonely blues as Lennon
prepares to say goodbye to faithful companion May Pang and go back to Yoko.
Lennon has nothing else yet so he simply repeats the one part he has got over
and over, ending with a very different line: 'And I know I could never wipe the
dream from my eyes'.
29)
Here We Go Again (Demo
c.1975)
Breaking off from a false start Lennon quips 'Here We Go
Again...Again' before turning in one of his best and most polished demos.
Hearing this you wonderful quite what Phil Spector added to the finished
version (on the posthumous 'Menlove Avenue' if you don't happen to know this
gorgeous song) as even the orchestral twiddly bits are there thanks to Lennon's
ever-restless guitar which really does seem to be going round in circles. The
lyrics are almost there but there's an extra verse in the middle cut out from
the record and seemingly aimed more squarely at Yoko: 'Here we go again,
everyone's a one-night stand, you never really heard the band, all I wanted was
to thankyou mam'.
30)
Rock and Roll People
(Demo c.1975)
'Rock and Roll People', also released for the first time on 'Menlove
Avenue', isn't exactly Lennon's greatest moment but it makes for a great fun
demo with Lennon channelling his early Elvis for a bare bones rocker that
features Lennon hitting his guitar with his pick between notes. Less cooked
than the version made in the studio, the simple setting is much more in keeping
with this frivolous song. I just wouldn't change it if I was yous, Lennon!
31)
Be My Baby (Alternate
Take) (1975)
A simpler arrangement of the 'Rock and Roll' outtake without the
Phil Spector backing, this song has Lennon singing in falsetto and sounding not
unlike period Mick Jagger. 'Do it ice!' he croons over a lengthy opening as the
band pitch in behind him one by one. Without the echo on his voice Lennon's
vocal sounds feebler and yet is right on the money emotionally, the whole song
turned into a nearly six minute epic by the end. Lennon might have been
inspired by hearing Keith Moon's version for his solo album 'Two Sides Of The
Moon' (a fellow 'Lost Weekend' drinking buddy) as both are very similar - Keith
will do his own version of Lennon B-side 'Move Over Ms L' at the same sessions.
32)
Just Because (Drunken
Take) (1975)
Proof of how Lennon was in the lost weekend period comes from a
fascinating bootleg take of Lennon which will surely never be released, alone
with a bottle and his thoughts, singing along to what will become the 'Rock and
Roll' closer a good few pints past his best. 'I wanna dedicate this song to the
girls, Carol and that other one with the nipples' he slurs, 'all those people
James Taylor had!' Without a trace of irony Lennon then bursts into
anger-fuelled tears over being abandoned by Yoko: 'Just because you left and
said goodbye! Don't you ever think I'm gonna sit here and cry!' Even though
Lennon is doing just that. He ad libs the lyrics, 'Just because you think
you're so damned smart! Just because you think you can break my heart! But
listen darling I would never ever let you go!' Coming to his senses, Lennon
nods to the engineer 'I need some excuse for doing this...I need relief from
my, uh, obligations!' But he can't think of any so instead Lennon quips
'perhaps a little cocaine will set me right on my feet?' The drugs won't work
though and by the end Lennon is more anguished than ever, howling 'Yes sir
that's my baby, no sir don't mean maybe' without apparently realising that's a
different track. 'Hey! I know you love me - I just want to know you love me -
it's all I gotta know!' he screams, 'I just wanna hold you! I need your love so
bad it hurts me!' John clearly needs Yoko - thankfully a reunion is right
around the corner.
33)
Something ('Karaoke'
Version c.1975)
The Rock and Roll Band often broke away between takes and jammed
some other numbers - usually rather roughshot versions of other rock and roll
classics that sounded even worse than what ended up on the album. The band
occasionally revived something more interesting though, such as a piano-led
version of George Harrison's Beatle track 'Something' which, for once in these
sessions, Lennon sings with care and affection. John always referred to this
song as his 'favourite' from the 'Abbey Road' album and may well have had Yoko
in mind when singing it in a very haunted and fragile way.
34)
Cookin' (In The Kitchen
Of Love) (Demo c.1975)
Though a real candidate as Lennon's worst ever song, this stupid
little ditty handed straight to Ringo for his 'Rogotravure' album does sound an
awful lot better in Lennon's hands. Lennon's funky keyboard playing is interrupted
by lots of wild Lennon ad libs and John is clearly still in 'rock and roll
party' mood, having fun on a demo that he knows is rubbish but is having fun
with anyway. This turned out to be his last ever song before his house-husband
phase and points the way ahead to much of his activity to come, with much o his
time at the Dakota spent in the kitchen baking bread!
35)
Now and Then (c.1978)
Moving on to the house-husband era, we start with what seems likely
to have been one of the candidates for the 'third' Lennon demo Yoko handed over
to Paul, George and Ringo for their reunion project (George is said to have
objected, disliking whatever the third song was - other sources name it as
'Grow Old Along With Me', which would have really benefitted from Beatle
harmonies). This song would have been done by them well, whatever the source, a
piano ballad similar in feel to 'Stranger's Room' but with a lyric more like
'Jealous Guy'. 'I don't wanna lose you' Lennon sighs 'but if you have to go...'
but he can't quite bring himself to finish the sentence. Lennon compares the
fiery start of his relationship with Yoko to the present when the fire has
cooled down a little but by the end is more hopeful that 'you'll return to me'.
Alternately some fans think this is about the Beatles and quote the phrase 'for
Paul' supposedly scrawled on the tape casing - this seems to have been a false
report by an over-zealous fan, however, and Yoko fits the contents better.
Still, a sweet little song whatever the origins.
36)
Now She Is A Friend Of
Dorothy (c.1978)
One of the developments in the music scene that really fascinated
Lennon during his time away was the growing acceptance of the gay and
trans-gender communities. Never one to sit back without a comment, Lennon
turned to making his own pithy point about the mood - people with 'hot lips and
no shame, all fun and no gain'. A funky piano chord part sounds not unlike a
happier 'I Am The Walrus' and Lennon sings along with some vocal mannerisms
where the drums should go. This sounds like it would have been a fun song had
Lennon ever done it with a full band and it certainly has more life to it than
many of the mid-househusband demos.
37)
Across The River
(c.1978)
Lennon had a lot of fun exploring new styles but never more than
this cod-hip hop song also titled 'Dakota Rap' on some bootlegs, though it
seems more likely Lennon's starting point was reggae. 'Are you still my brown
eyed woman from across the river?' he moans before ending up in a medley with
another new song 'Howling At The Moon'.
38)
Howling At The Moon
(c.1978)
Talking of which, this lovely song - also titled 'Memories' on some
bootlegs, which is confusing given that another song of that title also exists
from this period - is one of the most 'complete' Lennon demos not to make it to
'Double Fantasy' or 'Milk and Honey'. 'Sometimes I get the feeling daylight has
come too soon - hoping for something better, just howling at the moon'. Lennon
did a lot of his writing into the night, taking care of Sean for much of the
day, so might be singing about his creativity here while simultaneously
comparing himself to a werewolf who 'comes alive' at night.
39)
Memories (c.1978)
Starting with the same piano opening as 'Grow Old Along With Me',
the track quickly develops into a very different sort of song, with Lennon
seemingly having second thoughts about his 'retirement'. 'Oh memories, why do
you have to haunt me when I thought I'd let you go? Release me from your
spell!' Lennon sighs, as 'voices' from the past come 'whispering' to remind him
of what he's missing. 'Today is all I need to know' Lennon declares positively,
but his wistful vocal seems less sure. Some demos have Lennon falling neatly
into 'Howling At The Moon' again.
40)
Gone From This Place
(c.1978)
A close cousin of 'I'm Steppin' Out' this song has Lennon getting
ready to run away screaming from a place where he's been trapped, but he stays
put after thoughts of his 'momma' telling him to stay (which is a laugh - he
surely means his Aunt Mimi not his Mum Julia!) Lennon hasn't got much further
than just this one verse, but it's a catchy one and could have grown into quite
a lovely song.
41)
You Saved My Soul
(c.1978)
Sean gurgles in horror at the start of this track and so he might as
Lennon plays with the setting on his guitar to make it sound really loud. A
simple song with a Buddy Holly feel and a sort of reggae 'cha cha cha', this is
a joyous song about recovery from past struggles. Lennon sings 'you save me
from my suicide - remember that time when I nearly jumped from the apartment
window?' However he sounds less than sad about it and is instead ready to throw
a party. Some demos have this song segueing into a harder-edged electric
version of 'Serve Yourself', the Dylan parody of the same period that turned up
in acoustic form on the 'Lennon Anthology'.
42)
Sarah and Billy (c.1978)
'Oo-er, that's a bit high!' jokes Lennon as he's written himself a
vocal line that would have troubled even his younger self. The music recalled
'Mind Games' but the lyrics sound more like the sort of fictional creation
Lennon would have crucified McCartney for. Sarah and Billy are clearly thinly
concealed pseudonyms for himself and Yoko, with Lennon declaring himself 'one
hell of a lucky guy' and noting 'all the tears he cried', presumably of joy. Some
bootlegs have this listed as a 'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' outtake but it sounds
far more like one from this period thanks to the writing style, the mood and
Lennon's deeper voice.
43)
Mirror Mirror (c.1978)
Lennon's having a moment of self-doubt: did he really do all those
things that the papers say? Did he really live the life of a Beatle he now only
half remembers? One of the stronger unreleased demos, Lennon plays an urgent,
troubled piano riff that makes for a fine partnership with lines about 'staring
into a mirror and wondering - who could it be?!'
44)
JJ (c.1978)
Who was JJ? Afraid I haven't a clue - as far as I can tell Lennon
never worked with or knew anyone with the initials 'JJ' so it seems likely he's
imaginary or possibly Lennon himself. JJ is clearly some sort of a relative to
'Angela', however, the song from 'Sometime In New York City' as both share a vague
resemblance in the melody. This re-write is a much better song though,
unfinished or not, with lines about how 'JJ couldn't get what he wanted because
it wasn't there at all'. There's a nice middle eight that sounds more like
Johhny Cash, but alas the demo trails out just two lines into this interesting
variation. As was so often the case for Lennon, a television burbles away in
the background, a useful 'thinking' device that enabled him to get several
ideas for songs (from 'Good Morning Good Morning' to 'I Am The Walrus').
45)
Whatever Happened To
(c.1978)
Almost all the house-hsuabdns ongs are ballads, however 'Whatever
Happened to?...' is an uptempo aggressive 50s rocker with Lennon dusting off
his electric guitar for a quick twirl. So stuck is Lennon on his hot and
happening riff that he plays it over for almost a full minute before the song
comes in. The lyrics are interesting when they arrive though and seem to talk
about Yoko giving up her career to be with him. 'She used to be an artist - but
she threw away the key, got a 9-5 job and the most peculiar people always hang
around her everyday...' Later versions have Yoko 'keeping her head in the dark,
hiding her head in a scarf' and the very Lennonish line that 'she used to be a
swinger, but now the rope is around her neck!' At nearly five minutes this is
very long for one of Lennon's demos and more substantial than most.
46)
Vacation Has Just Begun
(c.1978)
A surprisingly jolly acoustic ditty that sounds like something John
would normally have given straight to Ringo, this song has Lennon about to go
on holiday and enjoying it already even though he hasn't got in the car to
travel yet. He sings the chorus in a crooner style suggesting he isn't taking
the lyrics all that seriously, but he's clearly bothered by the guitar part as
the entire second half of the song is him practising how to play the tricky
closing chords.
47)
I'll Make You Happy
(c.1978)
One of my favourite of the Lennon demos, this is another moody
piano-based song that starts off like a pained version of 'I Should Have Known
Better' with an elongated 'I-I-I-I-I-I' ending in the line 'I'll make you
happy, I'll make you glad. Lennon sounds less than sure though, the haunting
piano chords hinting at some darker shadow behind him. Lennon finds himself
arriving by accident at 'Cold Turkey' ('One thing I'm sure of - love is so
true') and breaks off before adding 'well I never really used those chords - I
can use them again'. He picks up the pace a bit to disguise the difference as
he sighs @I don't expect you to be happy every day, I don't expect to see you
smiling all the time' but wishes that his loved one would brighten up a bit.
Right on cue Yoko joins in from the other end of the room, adding a lovely
harmony part. A classic in the making?
48)
Illusions (c.1978)
Meanwhile, on the acoustic guitar, Lennon is returning to his
favourite theme last heard on 'God' about the things that mankind 'makes up' to
make life easier for himself. 'Sex and drugs' are 'real', though, and thanks to
a lovely 'Oh Yoko' style chorus so is love. Another song that Lennon really
should have returned to - unfinished as it is it's a lot more interesting than
most of 'Double Fantasy'.
49)
Tennessee (c.1978)
A two minute piano ballad that's also more finished than most,
'Tennessee' finds Lennon in a poetic frame of mind about his adopted homeland.
'Oh America, your faded glory will survive' he sighs in the verse before the
chorus 'Oh Tennessee your words like water pure and clear, the sadness of your
soul reveals the music of your sphere'. Oddly Lennon never did visit Tennessee
ever but the lyrics suggest he's talking about a person not a place - early
skiffle favourite Tennessee Ernie Ford perhaps, though if that's so why
Lennon's singing about him here (Ford will live until 1991) is anyone's guess.
50)
Pill (c.1978)
A nicely psychedelic acoustic song that recalls the string part on
'Steel and Glass', it's hard to tell if this song is pro or anti drugs. 'Need a
special pill to keep you on the line' Lennon sings, as if he's covering The Rolling
Stones' 'Mother Little Helper', before telling us that 'I've got the
blu-hoo-hoo-hues'. It's not the deepest or most inventive song Lennon ever
wrote but it's very catchy and could have been turned into something nice.
51)
I Don't Wanna Sleep
Alone (c.1978)
This sounds like a sadder and simpler first draft of 'I'm Losing
You'. Like that song Lennon gets panicky because he can't through to Yoko on
the phone and it brings back all those bad memories of the 'lost weekend' but
here Lennon hasn't even thought about the long term yet - he's just anxious
because 'I don't wanna sleep alone'. Lennon tries to get to sleep but 'the
shadows on the ceiling keep on haunting me' but knows that 'deep inside we're
gonna be alright'. Later versions of this song altered the lyrics to 'Help Me
To Help Myself' but this earlier version has more passion about it - the later
lyric just reads like a self-help book!
52)
I Ain't Got Time
(c.1978)
A simple yet effective guitar riff is the backbone of this near
blues instrumental. The only lyric is 'I ain't got time
der-doodle-dee-doo-dee-doo' but the song is a lot better than simply writing
that sentence out would sound and is a rare example of Blind Lennon Jefferson
tapping into his blues roots in his solo days despite it being a key part of
his 'Beatles' sound.
53)
I Watch Your Face
(c.1978)
Lennon's back to being contented once again, suggesting this demo
comes from later in the run of demos. It's a very McCartneyesque song again,
actually, with Lennon delighting in the fact that he can rollover in bed and
watch his wife asleep and feel all warm and romantic. The song peters out as
Lennon decides to have a go at re-turning his guitar mid-song but the two goes
he has at the song both share a pretty tune that again is very Paul in the way
it sounds as if it's been around for centuries.
54)
When A Boy Meets A Girl
(c.1978)
The last completely unused Lennon demo for a while is another lovely
song, as Lennon reflects on all the changes that love have on a person. For
perhaps the only time in his career, Lennon is willing to embrace belief in a
higher power - 'If you give to God everything, you'll get love - you'll find it
when a boy meets a girl' (at least I think that's what Lennon is singing - this
tape isn't the clearest of demos!) 'When I was a boy I had everything' Lennon
sighs, recalling 'She Said She Said' - one of his favourite 'block' lyrics
while he figures out where to go with the lyric. Unusually structured, with a
melody that never goes quite where you expect, it would have been great to have
heard a finished version of this song.
55)
Everybody (Early version
of 'Nobody Told Me' c.1978)
Set to a funky drum machine
beat, Lennon puts down a slow and tentative but still pretty swinging version
of his 'Milk and Honey' classic. The lyrics are nearly there and all along the
sort of same lines but every once in a while you'll get some changes:
'Everyone's a winner and no one will ever lose, there's a place for us in
movies if you're wearing the right shoes' 'Everybody's smoking but no one's getting
high, everybody's flying but never see the sky'. The chorus is almost totally
different: 'You gotta tell no one nothing or they'll never know it!' Terrific
as the finished version is this scratchy demo runs it close, showing off
Lennon's sense of humour nicely and the riff works really well on a piano. How
on earth did this classic song not make 'Double Fantasy'?!
56)
My Life (early version
of 'Startin' Over' c.1978)
'Startin' Over' started off as two different songs that were later
stuck together. This is (nearly anyway) the verse of Lennon's comeback single
as he tells us how 'this life is yours - take it' set to the tune of the
introduction. Lennon's less sure of where to go next and after a bit of
noodling changes the key and starts singing in a lovely falsetto about how
'I'll dedicate my life to you'.
57)
The Worst Is Over Now
(early version of 'Startin' Over' c.1978)
Even closer to 'Startin' Over' is this slightly later demo, which
almost has the chorus in full. However the rest of the song isn't there yet and
Lennon's chorus is 'I think the worst is over now, it's high time it's over now
- it'll be o-o-o-o-ver'. Once again Lennon uses a simple drum machine to
emphasise the rhythm.
58)
I'm Crazy (Early version
of 'Watching The Wheels' c.1978)
Using the same distinctive piano lick but taking the song in a
completely different direction, this demo of the song is like a sombre version
of what is to come. Interestingly the lyrics are almost all there although
Lennon stutters on a few of them, suggesting this song is brand new and there's
an entire third verse cut from the finished product: 'People say I'm stupid
giving my money away, they give me all kinds of names and addresses designed to
save me financially, I tell them I'm doing fine just watching the flowers grow,
'but surely you'll not happy boy you don't own the whole damn world'?'
59)
Stranger's Room (Demo
c.1978)
The original demo of this song included on the 'Lennon Anthology'
fades after three minutes and a bit of 'bee bop' scat singing from Lennon, but actually
runs for almost the same length again. Lennon kicks back into the song again at
a faster lick after the lengthy instrumental break and even throws in an extra
verse: 'Checking the over-time, doing all of the socialising, trying to keep my
mind clear, try not to over-do it, can I stop bleeding now?' Lennon then
whistles his way to a proper finish.
60)
Woman (c.1978)
Way way too over-polished and overcooked on the record, I much
prefer the sweet acoustic demo of 'Woman' to the one the rest of the world knows
(and an earlier, gentler demo of the song to the one released on 'Lennon
Anthology'). Lennon sings double tracked
even on the demo but his vocal is so much more sincere. Hearing this you
can understand why 'Double Fantasy' producer Jack Douglas raved so much about
the demos he was given and wished he could have release those instead - the
magic is here, at the point of creativity, not in a studio where it was
overdubbed into submission!
61)
I Don't Wanna Face It
(Demo c.1978)
Though losing the manic energy and urgency of the completed version,
Lennon's demo of his 'Milk and Honey' song is another good 'un. Lennon is
rather far from his tape recorder microphone, suggesting he isn't recording
this too seriously but his vocal is a good one and his sturdy acoustic playing
is a neat match for the song's strident riff.
62)
Forgive Me (My Little Flower
Princess) (Demo c.1978)
The demo for this under-rated 'Milk and Honey' track actually sounds
a lot more finished than the abandoned studio version ever did. Lennon sings
more directly than he did on the re-recording and again uses twin acoustic guitars
to create a nice choppy sound. Alas Lennon's unused third verse is almost
unbearably poignant: 'Forgive me, just one more chance and I'll show you, let's
take off and dance where we left off, the rest of our lives will be our best
yet!'
63)
Free As A Bird (Demo
Version c.1978)
Why oh why did the Threetles use the lesser, hissier demo of 'Free
As A Bird' when they could have used this one? Lennon's vocal is sharper and
all the more poignant unadorned of their overdubs. You wonder what the Lennon
recording this simple demo in a few dashed minutes would have thought of his
colleagues having a hit single with the song and using it as the basis for
their reunion project? Interestingly the middle eight ('Whatever happened
to...') which we were all led to think had been written by Paul and George is
here in the demo complete until Lennon stumbles over the last line. This
version may be a simple pigeon compared to a giant bald crested eagle, but
pigeons can be beautiful too you know.
64)
That's The Way The World
Is (c.1978)
Sounding like one of the lush, orchestral songs from 'Imagine', this
piano demo has a graceful quality missing from some of the more throwaway
Dakota demos and features a single line that will re-appear in 'Real Love'
('Why must we be alone?') Lennon doesn't have the rest of the song yet and
doesn't go to the chorus, but in terms of the pure opening this is actually a
better song.
65)
Girls and Boys (Early
Version 'Real Love' c.1978)
The 'actual' demo of the Threetles' other reunion song 'Real Love' appeared
on the 'Imagine' film soundtrack in 1988 (which sold several thousand copies at
the time despite being rather forgotten today), so it isn't actually rare at
all. However the previous version, with very different lyrics is up for grabs.
This version has the chorus 'it's real life' instead of 'real love' and starts
off with the second verse and skips the first. Most interesting of all is the
middle eight which would have made a nice song a lot stranger, Lennon recalling
the middle of 'Isolation' as he sings 'I don't expect you to understand...The
kingdom of heaven is in your hands, I don't expect you to wait for your dreams,
it's too late for crying now it seems'. It's a lovely moment in a song that had
so much more to offer than what Paul, George and Ringo did to it.
66)
Something Is Wrong
(c.1979)
At last a dating! However sad to say Lennon sounds even sadder than
he did in 1978, with easily his most suicidal song since 'Walls and Bridges'.
The descending chords of this one really have the feeling of something slipping
away but by bit as Lennon howls the title out over and over. What could have
caused such sorrow?
67)
Solitude (c.1979)
Just as painful but even more remarkable is the moving 'Solitude', a
nearly six minute piano ballad that's quite remarkable. 'If you walk away what
can I say?' says Lennon as he contemplates another 'lost weekend' looming
ahead, this time knowing how painful it would be to bear and a life 'with
nothing much to do'. Lennon's clearly afraid of living alone with no one around
him yet still stubbornly persists 'I'll never never never never change my
mind'. Every so often Lennon interrupts his sad simple piano chords that have
'trapped' him for a sudden five-note riff that seems to be mocking him and
showing him how much more of life there used to be with someone by his side. At
last, some three minutes in, Lennon finds a hopeful optimism as like 'I'm
Steppin' Out' he grasps for some normality ('Every morning when I get up I hold
it in my sugar bowl and you know it blows my soul!') Suddenly we're back into
the piano demo of 'Stranger's Room' but this version sounds even more lonely
and desperate with Lennon 'wishing I was dead!' Recalling 'Cold Turkey' he
sighs that 'my head is full of dope' and he can't think straight. Coming to a faltering
full stop Lennon sighs that things might get better some day 'but some day's
too soon when you left this room'. Truly remarkable, this is perhaps Lennon's
best performance past his retirement, presumably left on the shelf because it
doesn't fit our 'image' of what Lennon's final cosy years were like.
68)
Borrowed Time (Demo and
Alternate Take c.1979/1980)
'Let's not be so German about this, err with apologies to anyone of
German national descent!' Regular readers will know that I rate the posthumous
'single 'Borrowed Time' very highly indeed, a classic slice of Lennon pop that
manages to be catchy and simplistic yet very profound as Lennon laughingly
looks back on the antics of his younger days 'full of ideals and broken dreams
my friend' and sighs how much better life is in middle age. The demo is
gorgeous too, with Lennon performing the entire reggae part on his guitar as he
delivers a marvellously sassy vocal full of energy and enthusiasm. A different
take to the one on 'Milk and Honey' isn't quite as special as the one that was
chosen but it is pretty darn special all the same, with a delightful keyboard
part cut from the final mix and a much more 'home-made' feel about it all
that's highly in keeping with the sentiment of the lyric. Instead of the ad
libbed spoken word finale Lennon puts on a Jamaican accent and sings the chorus
one last time, ending the song with the single line 'Ah it all seems so bloody
easy doesn't it?' Lennon is clearly still getting used to the song, opening
with the line 'it's four bars at the beginning and after that it's every man
for himself!'
69)
Cleanup Time (Demo
c.1980)
We know this demo has to come from late on because it was written
after the 'Double Fantasy' sessions had started, inspired by a comment made by
producer Jack Douglas. More together than many of the other piano demos, Lennon
almost has the complete song, although the track comes with the odd tag line
'there's really nothing to it, show them mothers how to do it' over the
ascending chords where he simply screams 'ahhhh!' in the final version.
70)
I'm Steppin' Out
(Alternate Take c.1980)
'Well he finally gets the kids to bed and goes to his owwwwwn
space!' Lennon's clearly abandoned another take and got the band to pile
straight into this one before they're quite ready and is raring to go with an
urgent vocal that's rawer but just as fun as the 'Milk and Honey' one. The main
riff for the song is simpler here which suits this stripped bare rocker about
escaping commitment and responsibility. There's a whole cutr verse too: 'Called
up the doctor but he was sick to death, he don't make house calls anymore, he's
gone out dancing just to sweeten up his breath, he left a message on the
floor'. No, I don't know what to make of it either! The lengthy ending is
already there but not yet Lennon's delightful ad lib ('I won't be back till
one!...or two...or three.......or four...')
71)
I'm Losing You
(Alternate Take c.1980)
Yet another variation on the many 'Losing You's' already out there,
this one is played by the session musicians as a sort of slowed down blues -the
sort of unoriginal thing Led Zeppelin got away with for years. Lennon's snarky
vocal is a good one though, as he spits out the lyric like a man possessed.
There's a great criss-crossing guitar solo too, much more menacing than the
faster version that appeared on the album.
72)
Life Begins At Forty
(c.1980)
John and Ringo were both born in 1940 and had both recently
celebrated their 40th birthdays when Lennon made his comeback. The very next
set of session dates Lennon had booked when he died was for his old drummer
who'd been promised this song along with 'Nobody Told Me' and a possible cover
of Blondie's 'Heart Of Glass' (John's idea - Ringo sounds less convinced
judging by their correspondence!) 'Forty' was a country-and-western song
written by Lennon the week of his birthday on a nice new guitar Yoko had bought
for him. Ringo would have done it nicely in a 'Beaucoups Of Blues' kind of way
but the country pastiche doesn't really suit Lennon whose too 'authentic' for this
kind of inauthentic rubbish. Still the lyrics have their moments: 'They say
that life begins at forty - but if that's true then I've been died for
thirty-nine!' Ringo was too heartbroken to record the song himself for his
'Stop and Smell The Roses' album (which would have been the first Ringo album
to feature all three Beatles in many a long year) and Yoko has chosen not to
release it either, perhaps because of the terrible irony of the title: Lennon
actually died at forty and this was his last birthday, although clearly he
doesn't know that yet.
73)
Dear Yoko (Demo 1980)
'Welcome to Bermuda' invites Lennon before introducing us to a
charming and even more Buddy Holly-ish demo of the 'Double Fantasy' closer.
Lennon's multi-tracked vocals show off more range and care than the rather
sloppy studio recording and this simple reading of the song suits this simple
tale of devotion much more somehow. Lennon gets the giggles on the 'oh Yoko'
chorus and shows off with some neat finger picking during an extended solo near
the end with lots of flamenco flourishes as a choir of Lennons sound like The
Beach Boys. Charming. Another take starts with Lennon intoning the song like
he's a Hollywood romantic lead.
74)
Cleanup Time (Alternate
Take 1980)
'Are we all going to come in at once or do we sneak in like the old
days?' Heard stripped down to bare basics in a 'Milk and Honey' kinda way
'Cleanup Time' sounds sooo much better. Lennon starts the song with a
half-verse singing the first half of each line from the first verse before
hitting the song properly and sings the song with the same guttural screaming
vocal we're more used to hearing from his past. However Lennon isn't in a bad
move - far from it, he's veering off into mock accents and comments to the
other musicians throughout. There's a 'dur-dur-dur-dur-doo-dum-dum' riff that
got cut from the final version too - a shame as it works rather well.
75)
Woman (Alternate Take
1980)
'I still feel like I'm in the fucking Beatles with this track!' Ditto
the rougher, leaner version of 'Woman'. Better than the song itself though is Lennon
reminiscing about the old days in between takes to get the lead vocal right,
comparing the 'breath-in' to Beatles song 'Girl' and unwittingly insulting
McCartney with the remark 'the only thing we didn't have in them days was a
good bass!' (a joke given what appeared on the record but it does sound rather
good here!) Lennon also talks about his love of double-tracking, refusing to
single-track record anything after this. However not for the first or last time
Lennon's fears about his voice are unfounded - his heavily echoed
single-tracked vocal is a masterpiece, so much better than the finished version
on the record.
76)
Beautiful Boy (Demo
c.1980)
Finally, Lennon's gorgeous demo of his lovely song for Sean has even
more of a reggae-calypso feel, as Lennon overdubs the rattle of what sounds
like a biscuit tin. This demo is similar to the one released on 'Home Tapes'
but better, with a slightly more together vocal. Though the guitar clearly
can't compensate for an entire backing band, Lennon's vocal is already right on
the money and the sudden sly change of keys in the middle eight ('Life on the
ocean, sailing away...') is even more gorgeous than the record. Some copies of
the tape close with Lennon reading Sean a bedtime story and whispering
'goodnight Sean, see you in the morning' just as he does on the record -
although the effect is spoiled by a crowd of people (including Yoko) shouting
'Goodnight Sean!' at the tops of their voices instead!
What a
collection of demos that reveal so much more about Lennon than the albums.
Let's hope that there'll be a 'Lennon Anthology Two' set one day as there's so
much of worth still sitting in the archives or broadcast on the 'Lost Lennon
Tapes' series - this is honestly just the surface, the 'essential' unreleased
Lennon if you like and there are many other good bits out there. That's still
plenty for now though - join us next week for yet more Lennon in the form of
his live and compilation albums, plus a run-down of every avant garde and Yoko
Ono solo LP for good measure. And after writing all that lot I'll be steppin'
out - but I'll be back the week after don't worry...
'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' (1970) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-43-john-lennonplastic-ono-band.html
A NOW COMPLETE LIST
OF LENNON ARTICLES TO READ AT ALAN’S ALBUM ARCHIVES:
'Lennon/Plastic Ono Band' (1970) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-43-john-lennonplastic-ono-band.html
'Imagine' (1971) http://www.alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2014/04/john-lennon-imagine-1971-album-review.html
'Sometime In New York City' (1972) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/07/news-views-and-music-issue-35-john.html
'Mind Games'(1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/10/news-views-and-music-issue-77-john.html
'Walls and Bridges' (1974) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-63-john-lennon-walls-and-bridges.html
'Sometime In New York City' (1972) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2009/07/news-views-and-music-issue-35-john.html
'Mind Games'(1973) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2010/10/news-views-and-music-issue-77-john.html
'Walls and Bridges' (1974) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2008/07/review-63-john-lennon-walls-and-bridges.html
'Double Fantasy' (1980) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2015/07/john-lennon-and-yoko-ono-double-fantasy.html
'Milk and Honey' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/news-views-and-music-issue-135-john.html
'Milk and Honey' (1982) http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/news-views-and-music-issue-135-john.html
Non-Album Recordings
1969-1980 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-and-yoko-ono-non-album.html
Live/Compilation/Unfinished
Music Albums 1968-2010 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/john-lennon-livecompilationraritiesunfi.html
The Best Unreleased Lennon
Recordings http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-best-unreleased-recordings.html
Surviving TV Clips
1968-1980 http://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2016/01/john-lennon-surviving-tv-clips-1968-1980.html
Essay: Power To The Beatle – Why Lennon’s Authenticity Was So Special https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2018/03/john-lennon-essay-power-to-beatle-why.html
Landmark concerts and key cover versions https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/04/john-lennon-five-landmark-concerts-and.html
Essay: Power To The Beatle – Why Lennon’s Authenticity Was So Special https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.co.uk/2018/03/john-lennon-essay-power-to-beatle-why.html
Landmark concerts and key cover versions https://alansalbumarchives.blogspot.com/2018/04/john-lennon-five-landmark-concerts-and.html
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